I have not been updating on my life. It has been quite hectic and i'm pretty lazy. So with the constant nagging, this is for you guys :)
Had spa demo today - chopsticks massage. It was fun! And i might even get to work as a therapist at Rustic Nirvana. Note: Might.
I received a pretty amount of birthday gifts already. Yes, its that advanced. And i sincerely thank all of you. From the bottom of my heart, my deepest sincerity, thank you.
And i'm very much about to buy Coach wallet :) Since Juicy fails me.
And my weekends are definitely with Baby :) Its a black-out period okay. LOL. Room rates are higher... Brain-washed by HBM. Seriously. The pay just perks my mood. It wakes me up instantly! Not only me okay!
Okays, back to topic. So we went to East Coast Park 2 weeks ago and Sentosa last week :) It was fun with such outdoor activities. At least a change of surroundings. But nevertheless, wherever it may be i'm not complaining :)
At times, i just simply feel hopeless and lost when i know he is upset but yet i can't do much. Any amount of comforting words doesn't lighten the situation. No, i don't blame him for that. On the contrary, I blame yours truly.
Words do fail me now. An utter disgrace to a person who is strong in literature. Or, who supposedly was strong in it.
I'm in no mood to blog.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
My hopes aren't high
Don-Sir tagged me so how can i not return the tag right? I'm born nice because i'm a mixture of sugar, spice and everything nice -.-
1. What is your full name?
Carrie Teo Wei Zhi but otherwise Rie or Princess Rie :)
2. Are you single?
No eh. Happily attached :)
3. What is your favourite number[s]?
No preference.
4.What is/are your favourite colour?
PINK la!!!
5.Least favourite colour[s]?
Dugly brown
6.What are you thinking now?
TORT. No la. SLEEP. BED.
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
Nobody will be happy. I'm satisfied.
8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
TDM.
9. Do you shop at malls?
Course!
10.Where do you wish to be right now?
Bed.
11. What should you be doing now?
Thinking of In the case law of Koh Get Kee v Low Beng Hui, the off-duty police officer who was armed shot his friend during off-duty hours. The court held that ............
12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
Nope:)
13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
Last week? HEHE.
14. What was the last thing you drank?
Apple Tea
15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
Comment-less
16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
Ahchoo?
17. Do you fall for people easily?
People fall for me. No la. Just kidding.
18. What does your last text msg read?"
"oh,btw,the i&e teacher reply alr?" - LayYing
not yet :(
19. Are you too forgiving?
Maybe...
20.How many windows are open on your computer?
8
21.Who was your last call from?
BABY!
22.What do you do with most of your time?
Go out, sleep, chat.
23.Will you & your ex get back again?
Over my dead body :)
24.Do you sleep with the TV on?
I scared the ghost crawl out of the TV so no. -.-
25. Which of your close friends live the closest?
I don't know leis.
26.Which item could you not live during the day?
Handphone
27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
I don't think so.
28.How was your weekend?
Fulfilling and loved.
29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
Maybe just "hello, byebye"
30. The last person you quarrelled with?
My mum.
31.The way to win your heart?
errr. Make me love you ? HAHA
32.What did you do last night?
Do ECD until i almost grew wings and halo.fuck
33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
No. I'm the one with the tiara who can be the same as me ? *daydreams*
34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
I have one :)
35.One song that is meaningful to you?
Chain Hang Low :)
36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I twirl it happily.
37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
What if got melamine? :(
38.How long is your hair?
Long but i want it longer.
39.Do you like batman?
I prefer Cinderella, Ariel. HAHA. Batman's kinda cute with the coolness :)
40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
Baby :) loveyou
41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
NOW. "Pa tor yao yao ..."
42.What did you have for breakfast?
Muah Chee and Lychee Red Tea.
43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
Used to be but its COMMON TESTS. ARGGGHHH
44.Can you cook?
Yes but for Baby only. LOL
45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
dance camp
46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
Law.
47.which do you wear more? sweats 0r jeans.
SHORTS
48. When is your birthday?
2 December 1990
49. Do you swear alot?
Curbed
50. What was your first achololic drink?
Tiger
51.Do you have any regrets?
Course
52. Who would you like to see now?
Baby :(
53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
DADDY!
54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
SOCIAL.
55.Who are your best friends?
You know who you are.
56. Ever been in love?
Be in love.
57. Ever had braces?
No eh.
58. What do you wear to bed?
Sleep wear?
59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
_.
60. Do you trust people?
Trust the trustables.
61. Who was the first person you talk to today?
Daddy. He pulled me out of my bed :'(
62. Who was the first person who text you today?
Hui Qi
63. what was the first thing you did today?
What to wear ar....
1. What is your full name?
Carrie Teo Wei Zhi but otherwise Rie or Princess Rie :)
2. Are you single?
No eh. Happily attached :)
3. What is your favourite number[s]?
No preference.
4.What is/are your favourite colour?
PINK la!!!
5.Least favourite colour[s]?
Dugly brown
6.What are you thinking now?
TORT. No la. SLEEP. BED.
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
Nobody will be happy. I'm satisfied.
8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
TDM.
9. Do you shop at malls?
Course!
10.Where do you wish to be right now?
Bed.
11. What should you be doing now?
Thinking of In the case law of Koh Get Kee v Low Beng Hui, the off-duty police officer who was armed shot his friend during off-duty hours. The court held that ............
12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
Nope:)
13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
Last week? HEHE.
14. What was the last thing you drank?
Apple Tea
15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
Comment-less
16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
Ahchoo?
17. Do you fall for people easily?
People fall for me. No la. Just kidding.
18. What does your last text msg read?"
"oh,btw,the i&e teacher reply alr?" - LayYing
not yet :(
19. Are you too forgiving?
Maybe...
20.How many windows are open on your computer?
8
21.Who was your last call from?
BABY!
22.What do you do with most of your time?
Go out, sleep, chat.
23.Will you & your ex get back again?
Over my dead body :)
24.Do you sleep with the TV on?
I scared the ghost crawl out of the TV so no. -.-
25. Which of your close friends live the closest?
I don't know leis.
26.Which item could you not live during the day?
Handphone
27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
I don't think so.
28.How was your weekend?
Fulfilling and loved.
29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
Maybe just "hello, byebye"
30. The last person you quarrelled with?
My mum.
31.The way to win your heart?
errr. Make me love you ? HAHA
32.What did you do last night?
Do ECD until i almost grew wings and halo.
33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
No. I'm the one with the tiara who can be the same as me ? *daydreams*
34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
I have one :)
35.One song that is meaningful to you?
Chain Hang Low :)
36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I twirl it happily.
37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
What if got melamine? :(
38.How long is your hair?
Long but i want it longer.
39.Do you like batman?
I prefer Cinderella, Ariel. HAHA. Batman's kinda cute with the coolness :)
40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
Baby :) loveyou
41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
NOW. "Pa tor yao yao ..."
42.What did you have for breakfast?
Muah Chee and Lychee Red Tea.
43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
Used to be but its COMMON TESTS. ARGGGHHH
44.Can you cook?
Yes but for Baby only. LOL
45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
dance camp
46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
Law.
47.which do you wear more? sweats 0r jeans.
SHORTS
48. When is your birthday?
2 December 1990
49. Do you swear alot?
Curbed
50. What was your first achololic drink?
Tiger
51.Do you have any regrets?
Course
52. Who would you like to see now?
Baby :(
53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
DADDY!
54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
SOCIAL.
55.Who are your best friends?
You know who you are.
56. Ever been in love?
Be in love.
57. Ever had braces?
No eh.
58. What do you wear to bed?
Sleep wear?
59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
_.
60. Do you trust people?
Trust the trustables.
61. Who was the first person you talk to today?
Daddy. He pulled me out of my bed :'(
62. Who was the first person who text you today?
Hui Qi
63. what was the first thing you did today?
What to wear ar....
Saturday, November 15, 2008
:(
I just feel so redundant.
Or maybe i shouldn't be there to take up the space.
Ifuckingfeellikecryingbutifuckingcantcausepeoplewillaskmefuckingdumbquestionswhichifuckingdon'twanttofuckinganswerasiseenofuckingpoint.
fuck off?
Or maybe i shouldn't be there to take up the space.
Ifuckingfeellikecryingbutifuckingcantcausepeoplewillaskmefuckingdumbquestionswhichifuckingdon'twanttofuckinganswerasiseenofuckingpoint.
fuck off?
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Am i a priority or an option.
Baby will be booking out soon but i don't think i'm meeting him today. Moodless i guess.
I'm starting to think. Am i a priority or an option? Am i irreplaceable or replaceable. Am i indispensible or dispensible?
Because i'm not as good-looking, i don't deserve better.
Really. It has been just so long... That i'm on the verge of giving it up.
iloveyoudoyou?
I'm starting to think. Am i a priority or an option? Am i irreplaceable or replaceable. Am i indispensible or dispensible?
Because i'm not as good-looking, i don't deserve better.
Really. It has been just so long... That i'm on the verge of giving it up.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Pictures of You, Pictures of Me, combines and it forms - Happy Family
Baby's on outfield at some ulu place. Even with the advanced technology, its impossible to reach him. Simply because handphones aren't allowed :( At this modern time and day and age and era, whatever have you, handphones aren't a luxury but a necessity. Agree? HAHA.
So i haven't heard his voice for like 3 days nearing 4? The time period seem to relatively short but i miss him. An undeniable fact. And because i was super ill, i didn't send him a message before he left :( I very want to but, sighs, lets not elaborate. Thinking about it makes me depressed. And Allen was mocking at my stupid face when i happily replied her that Baby's outfield ends on Thursday -.- Happy cannot meh~
Nevertheless, these past few days were quite packed. So i was quite tired out and i could actually fall asleep during the short 5 mins break during HBM lecture. This is how tired i get from school :( Oh oh oh. And Obama won today :) I support him because of some unknown instinct reasons. Hopefully, this would lighten the economic crisis as i forsee 2009 to be bad, very bad. Lesser spending and pulling purses tight.
Things happened between the both of us if readers are interested. I'm not gonna say what or why. Leave it to enigma and only the close few knew what happened. It's kond of painful to be stuck in between your close friend and your boyfriend and yet have to pacify both sides. Sometimes i really feel that i'm running out of strength to tackle all this stuff. And i all i feel like doing is to rant and to let out my steam or just curl out somewhere and be silent. But to my friend, could you let me do what i think is right? No?
I don't know if he's reading my blog. Maybe yes, maybe no. Actually, it doesn't really matter. HAHA. If he sees what i posted for him, good. If not, then too bad. So don't ask me, "does gary read your blog?" I'm not him so i don't know.
And again, this is an apology post. Yes, i'm always doing something bad. I'm sorry Baby. Sorry for what i said and how i acted on that Sunday. Seriously, i didn't want it but i got too upset. And Sorry for what happened last weekend. Neither of it was entirely yours to be blamed for. But yet, i acted in such a way.
Perhaps i was too selfish to consider only my feelings all the time. I forgot that you too, would get tired and just want to laze around. I forgot that you too, need time to ponder over your thoughts. Sometimes i just get too caught up with trying to spend time with you that i forgot, you need your own space.
Although its hard to understanding at times, hard to be fine, hard to be dependent on myself. And sometimes, i get disappointed because i get too little of you. But i think i can manage. All i need is that bit of attention, that security, that love. It sounds a lot i know. HAHA.
You're not the perfect boyfriend. Neither are you the sweetest, most romantic or whatever. But what more can i ask for when you already tried to give me your all? Maybe this is just sufficient. I don't need ample to be happy, sufficient would suffice.
I asked you if you think we can last. Both of us shrugged our shoulders and you said its up to me. Seeing things now, i think i'm the troublemaker and you, the peacemaker. Sorry Baby :( Although i do hope this would last but nevertheless, the future is always a question mark, definitely an uncertainty. Hence the saying, tomorrow remains a mystery that's why life is full of surprises. I'll try to make this work.
Whatever it is, unless fate forbids, trust me when i say i'll be there. When you get tired of running, turn around and i'll be by your side cheering you on. When you lose faith, picture yourself in my eyes, and you'll see the elite in you. When you're upset or down, i'll cheer u up with my never ending stupid actions and dumb jokes. When you need a shoulder or a listening ear, you can count on me. When life's starting to be a drag, a warm hug would lighten your load:)
For every single moment or thing i pissed or upset you, im sorry. It wasn't on purpose. I haven't been a very good girlfriend, this is a fact i know. Whatever it is, you were always the peacemaker, very unlike me. Or rather, The exact opposite of yours truly. Thanks love :)
data="http://www.oneplusyou.com/bb/files/countdown/countdown.swf?co=0099FF&bgcolor=FFFFFF&date_month=11&date_day=06&date_year=1&un=BABY'S OUTFIELD ENDS !&size=normal&mo=11&da=06&yr=2008" width="250" height="80">
So cute right. Thursday is commmiiinnnggggg....
And my birthday is coming in like 3 more weeks and I'll officially be EIGHTEEN. That magical number which allows me to do whatever i want. Errr. Okay la. Not everything but MOST. Although under the law i'm still an infant/minor. HAHA. It sounds abit wwwrrrooonnnggg. Whatever, i can sue you but it doesn't make me very happy. Okays, i'm talking to myself, AGAIN.
I received my first birthday present. Yeah. Its super duper early but thanks Clara! And Grace wanted to purchase couple lab vouchers for me and *. Haha! Damn funny when she sound so dejected over the phone. My birthday still long la please.
I told Daddy i want that pink volkswagen beetle and he told me, "I think the toy shop is just round the corner" :( Neverminds. Daddy, just get me either
1. Sony's PINK Camera, or
2. Coach Wallet, or
3. an Ang Bao filled with cash amounting to 500 bucks.
Carrie, stop dreaming. HAHA. Why Coach not LV right? Cause Coach is "C", ITS MY GOD DAMN INITIALS. And its cheaper :) Okays. Its time for me to wake up. But i really want either of the options :( Neverminds, i shall SAVE. For now, dream on, Carrie.
I'm not intending to celebrate my birthday lavishly. There were debates on chalet or hotel but NO. Because, i don't like. In the end people would be fighting over space and i feel bad if i do leave out people. No?
And i want to go on the flyer. BADLY. FLYER FLYER CARRIE WANTS TO GO ON SINGAPORE FLYER.
Okays. I need some media therapy. Some pictures i edited.
The people who play a part in my life :)
So i haven't heard his voice for like 3 days nearing 4? The time period seem to relatively short but i miss him. An undeniable fact. And because i was super ill, i didn't send him a message before he left :( I very want to but, sighs, lets not elaborate. Thinking about it makes me depressed. And Allen was mocking at my stupid face when i happily replied her that Baby's outfield ends on Thursday -.- Happy cannot meh~
Nevertheless, these past few days were quite packed. So i was quite tired out and i could actually fall asleep during the short 5 mins break during HBM lecture. This is how tired i get from school :( Oh oh oh. And Obama won today :) I support him because of some unknown instinct reasons. Hopefully, this would lighten the economic crisis as i forsee 2009 to be bad, very bad. Lesser spending and pulling purses tight.
Things happened between the both of us if readers are interested. I'm not gonna say what or why. Leave it to enigma and only the close few knew what happened. It's kond of painful to be stuck in between your close friend and your boyfriend and yet have to pacify both sides. Sometimes i really feel that i'm running out of strength to tackle all this stuff. And i all i feel like doing is to rant and to let out my steam or just curl out somewhere and be silent. But to my friend, could you let me do what i think is right? No?
I don't know if he's reading my blog. Maybe yes, maybe no. Actually, it doesn't really matter. HAHA. If he sees what i posted for him, good. If not, then too bad. So don't ask me, "does gary read your blog?" I'm not him so i don't know.
And again, this is an apology post. Yes, i'm always doing something bad. I'm sorry Baby. Sorry for what i said and how i acted on that Sunday. Seriously, i didn't want it but i got too upset. And Sorry for what happened last weekend. Neither of it was entirely yours to be blamed for. But yet, i acted in such a way.
Perhaps i was too selfish to consider only my feelings all the time. I forgot that you too, would get tired and just want to laze around. I forgot that you too, need time to ponder over your thoughts. Sometimes i just get too caught up with trying to spend time with you that i forgot, you need your own space.
Although its hard to understanding at times, hard to be fine, hard to be dependent on myself. And sometimes, i get disappointed because i get too little of you. But i think i can manage. All i need is that bit of attention, that security, that love. It sounds a lot i know. HAHA.
You're not the perfect boyfriend. Neither are you the sweetest, most romantic or whatever. But what more can i ask for when you already tried to give me your all? Maybe this is just sufficient. I don't need ample to be happy, sufficient would suffice.
I asked you if you think we can last. Both of us shrugged our shoulders and you said its up to me. Seeing things now, i think i'm the troublemaker and you, the peacemaker. Sorry Baby :( Although i do hope this would last but nevertheless, the future is always a question mark, definitely an uncertainty. Hence the saying, tomorrow remains a mystery that's why life is full of surprises. I'll try to make this work.
Whatever it is, unless fate forbids, trust me when i say i'll be there. When you get tired of running, turn around and i'll be by your side cheering you on. When you lose faith, picture yourself in my eyes, and you'll see the elite in you. When you're upset or down, i'll cheer u up with my never ending stupid actions and dumb jokes. When you need a shoulder or a listening ear, you can count on me. When life's starting to be a drag, a warm hug would lighten your load:)
For every single moment or thing i pissed or upset you, im sorry. It wasn't on purpose. I haven't been a very good girlfriend, this is a fact i know. Whatever it is, you were always the peacemaker, very unlike me. Or rather, The exact opposite of yours truly. Thanks love :)
data="http://www.oneplusyou.com/bb/files/countdown/countdown.swf?co=0099FF&bgcolor=FFFFFF&date_month=11&date_day=06&date_year=1&un=BABY'S OUTFIELD ENDS !&size=normal&mo=11&da=06&yr=2008" width="250" height="80">
So cute right. Thursday is commmiiinnnggggg....
And my birthday is coming in like 3 more weeks and I'll officially be EIGHTEEN. That magical number which allows me to do whatever i want. Errr. Okay la. Not everything but MOST. Although under the law i'm still an infant/minor. HAHA. It sounds abit wwwrrrooonnnggg. Whatever, i can sue you but it doesn't make me very happy. Okays, i'm talking to myself, AGAIN.
I received my first birthday present. Yeah. Its super duper early but thanks Clara! And Grace wanted to purchase couple lab vouchers for me and *. Haha! Damn funny when she sound so dejected over the phone. My birthday still long la please.
I told Daddy i want that pink volkswagen beetle and he told me, "I think the toy shop is just round the corner" :( Neverminds. Daddy, just get me either
1. Sony's PINK Camera, or
2. Coach Wallet, or
3. an Ang Bao filled with cash amounting to 500 bucks.
Carrie, stop dreaming. HAHA. Why Coach not LV right? Cause Coach is "C", ITS MY GOD DAMN INITIALS. And its cheaper :) Okays. Its time for me to wake up. But i really want either of the options :( Neverminds, i shall SAVE. For now, dream on, Carrie.
I'm not intending to celebrate my birthday lavishly. There were debates on chalet or hotel but NO. Because, i don't like. In the end people would be fighting over space and i feel bad if i do leave out people. No?
And i want to go on the flyer. BADLY. FLYER FLYER CARRIE WANTS TO GO ON SINGAPORE FLYER.
Okays. I need some media therapy. Some pictures i edited.
The people who play a part in my life :)
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Clarification
I think this is gonna be a long post because i have yet to be updating this space of mine. Now, i need to clarify certain things.
Firstly, if anyone from TR01 is reading this. I need to clarify something. That particular blog post wasn't just pin pointing at anyone. Yes, i have my certain displeasure regarding this and that, she and him. But i don't take it personally. What i meant was just that i feel fucking unfair to my friends and I. Hence, the post.
Look, we have been taking her/them ever since we can choose our project mates. Don't fucking deny. Perhaps it isn't all the time or every single fucking time. But still, majority, we took her/them. I'm sure most of you would agree.
Hence to say, the T.Law grouping just ignite my already burning flame to a more exaggerated extent. I know you fucking don't want her/them but it doesn't means we are okay with it. Or that we don't mind. Accepting them doesn't means we are simply some nua nua fucking pushovers. No, its harder than that.
It was the fucking attitude that it was for granted we should take her/them. Seriously. This is the fucking matter which fucked us up so badly. We aren't fucking scapegoats? Why can't we fucking share this fucking matter together? Seriously, don't just take it for granted that someone (WE) will accept this and voila. Fucking no?
[/edit]
Whatever it is. At least things were "cleared". I suppose. I'm sorry to whoever i offended. But come to think of it, the starting point of this. Neverminds.
Anyway, i'm officially sick. 2 drips 2 nights. I'm always sick. Tsk.
I'm so into bling-ing now. Ds Lite is bling-ed. Mouse is bling-ed. What's next. HAHA. And its super duper CHIO i tell you. DS is so blinding i think i can see it like 9324894357 miles away?
Baby's out on outfield. I miss him.
I'm too sick/sad/tired/lazy/retarded/nothing to blog.
Tomorrow :D
Firstly, if anyone from TR01 is reading this. I need to clarify something. That particular blog post wasn't just pin pointing at anyone. Yes, i have my certain displeasure regarding this and that, she and him. But i don't take it personally. What i meant was just that i feel fucking unfair to my friends and I. Hence, the post.
Look, we have been taking her/them ever since we can choose our project mates. Don't fucking deny. Perhaps it isn't all the time or every single fucking time. But still, majority, we took her/them. I'm sure most of you would agree.
Hence to say, the T.Law grouping just ignite my already burning flame to a more exaggerated extent. I know you fucking don't want her/them but it doesn't means we are okay with it. Or that we don't mind. Accepting them doesn't means we are simply some nua nua fucking pushovers. No, its harder than that.
It was the fucking attitude that it was for granted we should take her/them. Seriously. This is the fucking matter which fucked us up so badly. We aren't fucking scapegoats? Why can't we fucking share this fucking matter together? Seriously, don't just take it for granted that someone (WE) will accept this and voila. Fucking no?
[/edit]
Whatever it is. At least things were "cleared". I suppose. I'm sorry to whoever i offended. But come to think of it, the starting point of this. Neverminds.
Anyway, i'm officially sick. 2 drips 2 nights. I'm always sick. Tsk.
I'm so into bling-ing now. Ds Lite is bling-ed. Mouse is bling-ed. What's next. HAHA. And its super duper CHIO i tell you. DS is so blinding i think i can see it like 9324894357 miles away?
Baby's out on outfield. I miss him.
I'm too sick/sad/tired/lazy/retarded/nothing to blog.
Tomorrow :D
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