Its the last

Its the last day of year 2008. Or to be precise, 5 Hours and 14 Minutes to 2009. How will you rate your 2008?

Personally, it has been a roller coaster ride this year. Certainly of a very much difference as compared to 2007. School work has been piling even more but the schooling timing gets shorter. I have no idea why. Behaviour-wise, turned super rebellious in the beginning but toned down alot now. So is this good or bad?

Relationship-wise, i'm happy. Definitely there are ups and downs but nevertheless, i'm still happy. Though my life would be so different if i were to be single but like McDonald's always say, "I'm Lovin' It".

No doubt now i'm pretty uncertain of the future but well, this is life. I will just take a day as it passes. Maybe as time passes, i will be more certain and assured. And i guess only till then would i fall asleep in contentment. Of course, not that i'm not contented, just more contented.

When in Rome, do what the Romans do. Therefore,i shall continue to be cliche and have my New Year Wish. (I have not forgot my Santa)

1. Get my driving license.
2. Pass with damn good GPA
3. Take a peek into my future.
4. Travel
5. To turn from Little Miss Petty to Little Miss Happy. (I'm not petty, Baby's asumption)
6. Baby _.

So what about his? HAHA
1. He wants me to love him more
2. He say i should stop buying too many fakes eye lashes
3.

I Hope

I promise i will change for the better. For you and for me.

I just hope that we won't be drifting further apart.

Iloveyou

:(

My head is spinning and its not going well. I'm super uber irritated and sians. What is the world coming to.

Some things which i once thought was important and dear suddenly turns into nothing in just a second. I seriously don't wish to give a damn about things already. I don't bother to and i don't even feel like giving a hoot because i think it's pointless.

What's the use of trying to glue things back when the other party is not willing to even sacrifice?

Too bad then, i have nothing better to say or do.

Soon to be over.

It's over. It's really over :( I'm kissing goodbye to my holy holidays. Now i'm hoping for 48 hours a day because i just have so many many things to complete :(

Whoever said poly life was slack should just climb to 20th storey, jump off and die. Because, even myself as one of the slackers, don't find it slack.

Santa didn't give me my Coach :( No White Christmas, no Coach.

Nothing.

I'm not happy at all.

It isn't a good day.
Something so simple became something almost impossible to complete
I really tried to be strong and stand up for you
But underneath all this, i think i'm gonna breakdown soon.

Please, don't tell me what to do
Just shut up and keep your comments.

I really need your support now..............

This is hilarious

This is effing hilarious. Chanced upon it and i couldn't stop laughing. But to think about it, I won't ever type like this. But well, just for laughs.

http://benglish.kennysia.com/?add=http://nowjustshutupandfly.blogspot.com

Another hilarious event which i chanced upon earlier on was about defamation. I don't want to point out who or what or why or when or how. But i don't see the reason in defaming someone you don't know just by the fact you think she does something the society thinks its wrong or that you are unhappy with the stuff she presents.

Yes, this is your space as i always put on my mouth. But she hasn't even yet stepped on your toes nor incurred your wrath why defame her? Even if whatever she has done doesn't seem to be morally right well, just fuck it? She hasn't even exchange smiles or gestures with you, not even one so why critcize?

You cant state you don't like such stuff but i see no reason as to defame/berate her to such a low stooping extent. Fess up, jealous or jealous?

It's other's life, so fuck it because she hasn't agitate you. Not at this moment.

Resolution

All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

I think my posts are all so emo-fied. Which is a bad thing. So my new year resolution is to be HAPPY. Maybe just Christmas resolution since everyone has their new year resolution. I'm special you see :)

Sentosa outing the day before. In a nutshell. It was fun though albeit too hot. HAHA. Playing frisbee, ball, Big 2. Yes, i started playing Big 2 already but i'm still a noobie. No eye candies at the beach yesterday which is like so sad. Talked about recent news like dumb articles and it seriously made me laugh like some maniac. They really made my day yesterday which explains the good mood.

But my shoulders hurt from sunburn :( OUCH

Shit, i think i'm having PMS. I get upset easily. WHY?!! I promise to eat more chocolates. HAHA.

Over at Baby's house now and going to the flyer tomorrow! Like finally. Even though i think it's a pretty much waste of moo-lah but i think it would be a good experience. Especially i would like know how it feels to the almost at the top of the world and comment of the service attitude of the flyer. Yeah, i sound like a dumb critic.

It's the Christmas season so here's something for you which i find meaningful. You should know who you are :)

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is
You oooh

Er. But Santa, I made a pact with you. Coach okay? So cookies and milk outside my windowsill. You can drop the wallet into my bedroom because i will open it slightly. But if you wanna come in and inhale some warm air knock on the window alright? The cookies are for your consumption and Rudolph too! You can tabo, i won't mind. Thanks Santa...

It doesn't hurt to be imaginative and filled with hope does it? hurhur~

Over my dead body

Apparently i'm so not over the episode. Because the same old fucked up cycle happens AGAIN.

I repeat, AGAIN. Can you fucking believe it that my efforts of waiting and sms-ing has gone down the drain. Not to mention crying. Damnit.

So now, maybe i should just treat myself better. Maybe i should do things which i normally do but held off. Maybe i should think of myself for a change. Maybe i should be selfish.

I'm an individual yet i felt as though_. Maybe i should change something in my life starting with myself.....

Whatever. I'm just gonna fuck it and fuck care. And be selfish. And think of only myself. And maybe this makes me happier. And i won't be so upset or emo or whatever you like to call it.

Anyway. Out to K with long lost people. I didn't snap much except for Sk and Wy. Because I forgot until we were on the train and only these two were left with me. AHA.

It was kind of fun, not fab but well, fun. At least something different. And we were pressed for time. But still, it was rather enjoyable.

I'm over at Baby's house and apparently PSP has taken over my position. So i become the machine and PSP becomes the girlfriend. Sad huh?

But this is why i'm blogging. Maybe i should get a sub-boyfriend. Tamagotchi anyone ?! :D

Sentosa tommorow. Looking forward so much so much. Sun, Sand, Sea, ACTION! Minus the projects. SIGHS.

This holiday is gonna be filled with misery. So much misery of projects and more projects.

And i feel fucking redundant. I miss those good old times when things weren't so complicated.

I should have gone for that weekend gateaway but everything's too late. So many things to do and complete and account and answer and be responsible. Oh wait, didn't i say i will fuck it? SEE! I'm super procrastinating. That's why i say i'm so fucking weak. (I enjoy talking to myself because i'm pathetic because i can only talk to myself so get it over)

I think it's time to kiss goodbye to her
The her when she held everything so close and dear