Shake Your Pom Pom

Shake Your Pom Pom - Missy Elliott



I know this is a damn old song but it's nice hokay! HAHA.

Have been busy being at home and outside the past few days. Mostly with Baby. And i have been playing facebook's word challenge. It's seriously addictive. Can't get my hands off it.

Tommorrow's interview at OUB centre for events management thingy. I think it would be a good experience if i'm selected and reflects well on the resume too!

It really feels good to know that you can watch movies, do whatever you like without having to brood about studying. Well, i still have one more so wish me luck :) I need plenty of it for this. Feeling super uptight just merely thinking about it.

B and i have been going on pretty well. At least both of us are trying to make it last and work. Maybe whatever _ said was redundant. Maybe i really should trust him and not listen to _.

Nevertheless, i was really unhappy about a particular certain someone. I wish he/she would just stop interrupting and talking to him/herself. I really have no idea what to react and it's like i'm not interested in what you have got to think. Of me or of my friends or my relationship.

I really can't be bothered with you, it's just _ saying that i reply you but that doesn't mean you can pour your whatever unhappiness, ungain etc to me. It's your problem not mine. I have my own to solve.

I know and i believe my boyfriend is capable to protect me from whatever harm you think i will land myself into -.- I'm not addicted to drugs nor am i some fucking ah lian. Even my group of friends are into such stuff, they are my friends and i believe they won't hurt me either. So shove this into you...

GET A FREAKING LIFE.

I miss baby :(

It's like ecstasy, i love i hate you

I'm a crazy girl.

I have been watching this 《转角遇到爱》. It's Super Sweeeettttt can ??!!! Urghs. If every guy is like Show Luo in this drama. I tell you. Girls would go crazy for them. No Doubts. Seriously its wayyy too sweettttt. If my boyf lidat jiu hao >:( But neverminds. I love him for him. hehehehe.

Well afterall, dramas are dramas. It cannot be acted into reality. Sighxsz. So i think every girl must 'fess up and well, take what you have for what you have(: Anyway P was complaining to me that her boyf is not romantic anymore.

P: Why guys so dumb one. Doesn't mean i don't want roses means i really don't want what.
C: Haha. Well. Guys aren't meant to be romantic. Cheerup la.

2 hours later

P: CARRIE! He never forget our 2nd anniversary.

Then she showed me a super big bouquet of roses and another couple ring. -.- See P!!! Your boyf IS romantic okay. What matters isn't what hes gonna buy, what matters is he remembers the things about you, about the both of you. What matters isn't how he pissed you off, what matters is he tries to pacify and make you feel like a princess (:

Maybe i'm simple. Maybe i don't lust after everything which others have. I admit its pretty sweet and touching that once in a while a surprise is given. But well. So long i love him and he loves me theres a happily ever after already.

Enough about being general. Baby and I are going on smoothly hopefully without much influences and interruptions anymore :( But everytime he say another girl i would get wary? I don't know. I thought theres something wrong with me BUT there isn't. sighs. So don't blame me for thinking too much like i might think you don't love me already :( HAHA.

Aly aly is feeling down. I hope she can be strong and carry on with life. My best friend for a very long time and i don't wish for her to be so upset. Sometimes i really feel like )($*#&% him. urghs. Fucker!

S is feeling down also. A good looking model got two timed by a going to ORD guy? FUCKER. She so pretty. neverminds. i told S to do the same. Cheerup girl. With your looks and stuff, you have countless to choose okay.

Hopefully Baby won't be like this (:

3 and a half more days to go!!





















❤ you. But sorry ah. I can't colour it red. Maybe another shot (:
















I'm so sweet right?! Haha. And I'm there for you. Not BONG!
















Bong will do this. Hahas. Although he claims i'm irritating him :(
















And This is Classic (:

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I suddenly feel i have a constipation. Not what you all think of the normal constipation but more of a blogging constipation.

Words fail me at times. And my fingers can't seem to get the ideas right out at the correct word. Is it from the length of not blogging "emotionally". Well, i don't really have an answer for that.

It was raining as usual today and as i leaned against the windowsill i listened carefully to the patter of rain. Somehow, this solitary form of me takes into shape as i slowly sorted out my thinkings. No, I'm not being emotional. Just that sometimes when you finally take time off your hectic schedule and be quiet, ugly things just disappear. I know myself more clearly and probing deeper questions to ponder about.

"Life sucks. The world sucks. But if the world don't suck, we would just fall off."

I really truly agree. Just from this simple sentence alone shows a hell lot about the irony and contradicting live we lead. We don't like this/that, he/she, they/them but at the end of the day, we would just have to live with it.

Take into account of relationships. We know in love, we are bound to be hurt, there's bound to be sadness, anger, happiness and etc. But still, we give this a shot no matter how we know it might turn out. Because we have hopes and dreams and aspirations. Take it like i'm just crapping some utter nonsense. But i believe, in whatever we do, how ironical it may seem to be, it is our hopes and dreams that propels our desire and makes us move forward letting us know what we really want and how we can achieve it (:

I'm stubborn and i want things to be in my way when i feel that i'm right. But this is good, because i know what i want and i will be perserving to maintain what i have. It applies to you too :)