Thursday, March 12, 2009

Shifted

HELLO PEOPLE!! I shifted to

www.nowjusthutupandfly.wordpress.com

CAUSE GOT PASSWORD. SO EXCITING.

Anyway, want the password ask me hokays ?

LOVE YOU!

Monday, March 9, 2009

It makes me wonder

I think i ate something wrong. I'm dying now from all the puking and growling of stomach :( Plus i'm having a fever :'(

Food for thought. What if the person whom you always thought love you and would always be there for you, suddenly left you ? How will you feel ?

Will you make her stay or would you embrace your singlehood ?

More than often, we take things for granted. But its only a matter of time, that "thing" leaves you. No matter how much she loved you, you made her give up because you didn't cherish her when she's with you. Everything she once did, she did it for you. But have you ever spared a thought for her and stand in her point?

When she's ill did you bother to take care of her ? When she's alone do you bother to make sure she's not bored ?

I don't think so.

Whatever it is, be prepared to lose her eventually if things goes on.

You may not mind now, but maybe you'll regret in future.

Because, shes leaving. Leaving you.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Pissed.

Fucking pissed. Do you know?

So this is how FRIENDS should be. Looking you up when they need help or they are bored or they run into trouble. Seriously. How many times already. All you care is to go out and have fun. PERIOD. The what about the rest? I can't be bothered by you already. And you can say that i'm petty but i never ever forget that fucking "sorry-i'm-drunk" slap. Hello, Fuck you fucktard whore. Shit, you really look like one. TSK.

And i'm just acting friendly to _. Please lor. Copy cat. People do this you also want. Everything you must zup. Sibeh buay tahan. I felt like asking you to don't be so xia lan and act big. Seriously. Everything want people accommodate you.

Have been unhappy recently. But i don't know why. Sometimes i really feel empty inside. Have i got to know too much?

That thought is persistant. You didn't bother to catch.

I need a hug now.

也许在你忙忙碌碌的生活里,缺少了我这个人并不是个问题。
也许我只不过是个非常平凡的女人
也许这一切都不应该。。。

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Shake Your Pom Pom


Shake Your Pom Pom - Missy Elliott



I know this is a damn old song but it's nice hokay! HAHA.

Have been busy being at home and outside the past few days. Mostly with Baby. And i have been playing facebook's word challenge. It's seriously addictive. Can't get my hands off it.

Tommorrow's interview at OUB centre for events management thingy. I think it would be a good experience if i'm selected and reflects well on the resume too!

It really feels good to know that you can watch movies, do whatever you like without having to brood about studying. Well, i still have one more so wish me luck :) I need plenty of it for this. Feeling super uptight just merely thinking about it.

B and i have been going on pretty well. At least both of us are trying to make it last and work. Maybe whatever _ said was redundant. Maybe i really should trust him and not listen to _.

Nevertheless, i was really unhappy about a particular certain someone. I wish he/she would just stop interrupting and talking to him/herself. I really have no idea what to react and it's like i'm not interested in what you have got to think. Of me or of my friends or my relationship.

I really can't be bothered with you, it's just _ saying that i reply you but that doesn't mean you can pour your whatever unhappiness, ungain etc to me. It's your problem not mine. I have my own to solve.

I know and i believe my boyfriend is capable to protect me from whatever harm you think i will land myself into -.- I'm not addicted to drugs nor am i some fucking ah lian. Even my group of friends are into such stuff, they are my friends and i believe they won't hurt me either. So shove this into you...

GET A FREAKING LIFE.

I miss baby :(

It's like ecstasy, i love i hate you