I don't think i mean anything to you.
Dec 12.
I miss the times when i was happy and laughing.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
I am past
Or not i think. I thought i am like past caring but fuck i'm not. It really irritates me alot. So hence, im upset.
I'm fucking tired. Today is no fucking good day.
But i know who cares for me now. Even though with ulterior motives - Jerry.
okays. I'm fucking tired and i fucking want to go to bed.
I'm fucking tired. Today is no fucking good day.
But i know who cares for me now. Even though with ulterior motives - Jerry.
okays. I'm fucking tired and i fucking want to go to bed.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Friends
Friends are like the umbrella you carry during a heavy downpour.
I'm having a sad birthday this year so please wish me to have a happy birthday. FUCK. I seriously don't want 2nd dec to come :(
Yao wei, Thanks :)
[b][c=4]・・・I・E・F・C[/c=4][/b] says:
happiness can be found even in the darkest of times when one only remembers to turn on the light haha
[b][c=4]・・・I・E・F・C[/c=4][/b] says:
so try to think positively
Although i won't turn on the light for fear of what is in store (to put it simply, i won't have expectations), thanks for cheering me up.
And friends are like the bowl of hot soup on a rainy day. So i will catch the falling star and put it in my pocket.
I'm having a sad birthday this year so please wish me to have a happy birthday. FUCK. I seriously don't want 2nd dec to come :(
Yao wei, Thanks :)
[b][c=4]・・・I・E・F・C[/c=4][/b] says:
happiness can be found even in the darkest of times when one only remembers to turn on the light haha
[b][c=4]・・・I・E・F・C[/c=4][/b] says:
so try to think positively
Although i won't turn on the light for fear of what is in store (to put it simply, i won't have expectations), thanks for cheering me up.
And friends are like the bowl of hot soup on a rainy day. So i will catch the falling star and put it in my pocket.
Peektures
Yesterday was hella fun i tell you. No doubt it was eventful. Errr. I shall emphasize later :) If you promise not to laugh. Although i'm sure you would. Like me :(
Went to town with Huiqi, Layying and Shu Zhen for celebrations and K-ing sessions. all of us were laughing our heads off as we tried to search for "Happy Birthday Song" in English and dialect. It was THAT funny. Especially for the dialect because apparently, we only know like a few sentences? Surprised Lay Ying with a cake consisting of 500g of durian. Heavenlicious :) Truly lip-smacking.
K-ed to about 7, had Botak Jones for dinner. Eric, Justin, Meng Hong, Isabel, G and etc saw me but they didn't really say hi. All those familiar faces and thanks for the sms-es when you saw me instead of popping and hi-ing me. -.- SHY or SHYY? LOL*
After the superb-filling-to-the-extent-of-puking dinner, went to ROAM the streets of Orchard and take some peektures :) I will collage it and update it in another post. I hope i will be free :(
Went WheelLock and saw Gary's sis working there, she really entertained my friends -.- took more pictures of the lightings and home sweet home :) There's nothing better than home or maybe? HAHA.
This year's theme seems to be X'mas in Wonderland. I think so. Even OPI has their series of X'mas Toyland. Maybe the connection?
Having been through celebrations, there is just this celebration i really look forward to but seriously, everytime i will tell myself, don't expect anything. Anything at all. This is how sad it is and it brought my mood down to sub zero point level. I realised i have been supressing myself to not expect anything, not think about anything, but hardly i could. So i stop mentioning and quit being excited The 18th is about to be bestowed on me. And whenever i think about what i will receive, i will want to cry.
Nevertheless, i'm really trying hard to plaster the smile on my face and act as if everything's okay.
In a nutshell, for once, I'm not looking forward to 2nd december. Again, reality hit back and i realise to _, it might just be another day. Another ordinary day. I'm sorry for those i turned down but i'm just not in the mood. And thanks to those who already gave me the presents :) Much appreciated.
God be it, Its such an emo post. Of course, Yours Truly doesn't deserve what the rest deserved.
Oh yeah, my horoscope this month: By dec 12, you have to decide, to love him or to leave him. HAHA. dumb.
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I didn't realise it was bleeding until either of them told me. This is just the initial. it was worse.
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The wound without lightings.
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The wound after lightings. It covers the entire kneecap if you can see properly. HAHA. The middle pinkish part is my fucking flesh. I didn't know until my daddy came and told me :( Its painful. Really painful. The back of my head also have but i didn't plaster it. I think its okay already :)
Went to town with Huiqi, Layying and Shu Zhen for celebrations and K-ing sessions. all of us were laughing our heads off as we tried to search for "Happy Birthday Song" in English and dialect. It was THAT funny. Especially for the dialect because apparently, we only know like a few sentences? Surprised Lay Ying with a cake consisting of 500g of durian. Heavenlicious :) Truly lip-smacking.
K-ed to about 7, had Botak Jones for dinner. Eric, Justin, Meng Hong, Isabel, G and etc saw me but they didn't really say hi. All those familiar faces and thanks for the sms-es when you saw me instead of popping and hi-ing me. -.- SHY or SHYY? LOL*
After the superb-filling-to-the-extent-of-puking dinner, went to ROAM the streets of Orchard and take some peektures :) I will collage it and update it in another post. I hope i will be free :(
Went WheelLock and saw Gary's sis working there, she really entertained my friends -.- took more pictures of the lightings and home sweet home :) There's nothing better than home or maybe? HAHA.
This year's theme seems to be X'mas in Wonderland. I think so. Even OPI has their series of X'mas Toyland. Maybe the connection?
Having been through celebrations, there is just this celebration i really look forward to but seriously, everytime i will tell myself, don't expect anything. Anything at all. This is how sad it is and it brought my mood down to sub zero point level. I realised i have been supressing myself to not expect anything, not think about anything, but hardly i could. So i stop mentioning and quit being excited The 18th is about to be bestowed on me. And whenever i think about what i will receive, i will want to cry.
Nevertheless, i'm really trying hard to plaster the smile on my face and act as if everything's okay.
In a nutshell, for once, I'm not looking forward to 2nd december. Again, reality hit back and i realise to _, it might just be another day. Another ordinary day. I'm sorry for those i turned down but i'm just not in the mood. And thanks to those who already gave me the presents :) Much appreciated.
God be it, Its such an emo post. Of course, Yours Truly doesn't deserve what the rest deserved.
Oh yeah, my horoscope this month: By dec 12, you have to decide, to love him or to leave him. HAHA. dumb.
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And i mentioned the eventful? (AHA! You haven't been paying attention to Miss Teo have you. Tsk Tsk). Okays. I.FELL.DOWN. Its fucking painful and f.disgusting. I was looking for Hui Qi and i didn't mind the step in front of me and i fell/skidded.
The first thought that came to my mind: Sit nicer.
I repeated this to them and all of them LOL-ed me. I couldn't stand up and both of us didn't know what to do. I just sat and laughed. Typical -.- It stinged alot. And both my knees are injured. I walk like a penguin :( But fortunately i'm a white penguin because my hands are long enough (okay, thats random. inside joke).
Cried last night whilst changing the dressing. It bled non-stop. From the time i fell to like now? Although it pretty much got better. From fully covered with blood now its like, abit?
Whatever it is, ITS FUCKING PAINFUL.
I didn't realise it was bleeding until either of them told me. This is just the initial. it was worse..jpg)
The wound without lightings..jpg)
The wound after lightings. It covers the entire kneecap if you can see properly. HAHA. The middle pinkish part is my fucking flesh. I didn't know until my daddy came and told me :( Its painful. Really painful. The back of my head also have but i didn't plaster it. I think its okay already :) Tommorrow's Saturday but i don't know what are my plans :( It makes me upset. Suddenly, i am drained of everything to plan and make things turn out well. Is this bad?
Maybe the truth is that, i'm upset. Period.
So if you see me, tell me to face up to reality, even though its harsh. It will be harsh.
I think i have to make a decision, and make it quick
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
It's the time of the month
I'm fast approaching 18. In fact in 7 days. Yes, no more faking through movies, pubs, clubs. Halfway to freedom. But come to think about it. What is freedom actually?
Does it make a difference that i'm 17 today and my birthday is the next day but yet unable to catch M18 movies or go into pubs? Do i get even more mature just after a span of one day? Because on my own birthdate would i then have the mentality and maturity of 18. That the person up there knows that day is my birthday and i automatically get mature? No?
Maybe its just the time of the month.
I was thinking. Just thinking. I have been giving too much. Maybe. Just maybe. If you were me, would you be able to do what i have done, give up what i gave up, sacrificed what i have sacrificed? I highly doubt so. Maybe i'm still young, i'm still naive, I'm still under protection that i forgot how harsh things or rather reality can be like.
This isn't enough. I need more. But how do i get more? I just feel so suppressed. I just want to be treated nicer. I just wanted to feel happy and contented. And most importantly, i want to stop holding back tears.
But sad to say, it is easier said than done.
I have no expectations anymore. Or to put things in a better mode, I don't dare to have any expectations. Yes, carry on and laugh this is how sad my life is. That i don't feel happy, contented and protected.
But whatever it is, this is my walk. Alone.
Does it make a difference that i'm 17 today and my birthday is the next day but yet unable to catch M18 movies or go into pubs? Do i get even more mature just after a span of one day? Because on my own birthdate would i then have the mentality and maturity of 18. That the person up there knows that day is my birthday and i automatically get mature? No?
Maybe its just the time of the month.
I was thinking. Just thinking. I have been giving too much. Maybe. Just maybe. If you were me, would you be able to do what i have done, give up what i gave up, sacrificed what i have sacrificed? I highly doubt so. Maybe i'm still young, i'm still naive, I'm still under protection that i forgot how harsh things or rather reality can be like.
This isn't enough. I need more. But how do i get more? I just feel so suppressed. I just want to be treated nicer. I just wanted to feel happy and contented. And most importantly, i want to stop holding back tears.
But sad to say, it is easier said than done.
I have no expectations anymore. Or to put things in a better mode, I don't dare to have any expectations. Yes, carry on and laugh this is how sad my life is. That i don't feel happy, contented and protected.
But whatever it is, this is my walk. Alone.
I normally cool with it BUT
This time round, you stepped on my tail, you cross the boundaries, you overshot the limit, you sped even faster than a flaming lamborghini, racing ferrari, F1 grand prix all mixed up together. Yes, this was how you insulted me. And damnit, i'm not taking it lying down just like that.
I don't give a damn whether you are reading or not because you don't even have my blog address and neither will i be so cruel as to defame you. To make points clear, i just want to rant and make my stand. Period.
I have been repeating this for like 98327465 times. I am NOT requesting him to stop or quit the habit/addiction/pastime/whatever you like to call it. I am merely requesting to cut down the intake for the sake of health and longevity and to turn immortal. Yes, i'm fucking bonkers.
I know whatever shit i have got to say or whatever i want, does not make a difference. Because i have no fucking say. Because my words don't carry any weight at all. I'm just unhappy, is that a problem? I'm unhappy because in my opinion, my eyes, my thinking, my thoughts he _ alot, and i'm a bit upset that being a girlfriend, my words seemingly don't mean a thing.
I don;t give a fuck if you hate me. I'm not controlling him, i give him the liberty just that maybe it's abit over the line so i pulled it back.
If i simply don't care, you would say i'm not a good and caring girlfriend
If i do what i'm doing now, you would say i'm controlling him.
Congratulations, you are awarded the top prize in contradicting yourself :)
I wasn't stumped for words, neither did i not know how to rebut. I very nearly did if not because of him. I would. God damnit i fucking would. And its all because of him, that i kept quiet, suck everything up (which i normally wouldn't) and drag it across together with the killer heels.
And to think you call me petty. NB. So what if my pronounciation isn't fantastic? Doesn't mean whatever doesn't sounds right out from me is wrong. Goodness. At least i am able to think. And not make presumptions (i guess).
Whatever it is, i don't give a single fuck if you hate me or you don't. Because i am fucking pissed off by your fucking stupid/contradictive thinking. To think _ thought .... neverminds. And i still think what i did wasn't wrong. Because i wasn't controlling. So much thanks to you, I'm giving up. I think you guys should be pretty happy. But note. What comes around goes around. Hurhur.
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Okays. I'm still not over that episode but lets just leave it for a moment.
Caught REC with Baby and his friends at Vivo on Saturday and traffic was a killer. The queue to carpark was tremendously "short". The show was sccarrryyyy and i fell asleep in the beginning cause i was too tired and it was kinda boring in the beginning. But guess what, once i heard the screamings i woke up and i got freaked out &*#*(*?!@. And my tears dropped. And i nearly cry for the entire movie. My hands were covering my entire face. It was the worse movie position i ever had. HAHA. Nevertheless, for those who know me and believe, i have't seen such stuff yet. Enlighten me yo!
Oh Oh. Ah ma kind of like Baby :) Weehee~ Obviously -.- visited her on Sat and Baby literally became our translator. I can't stop laughing.
Hopefully this Sat we can make it to Mt Faber, Jewelbox. I don't need a big celebration. I just need you with me :) Simple and sweet right.
Anyway, Baby's gonna be pretty free this week :( I don't like. HAHA. No la. Hopefully he don't go and talk to some chais. LOL. Aiya. Girlfriend not pretty enough :( So sad!
And Common Tests are comiinnngggg... SAVE ME!
So many celebrations. So many things to do. URGHS.
I want Samsung Innov8 :( Boohoo
PS: will update sentosa and ecp pics. Wait for it.
I'm effing tired. Law tommorow. Someone kill me?
I don't give a damn whether you are reading or not because you don't even have my blog address and neither will i be so cruel as to defame you. To make points clear, i just want to rant and make my stand. Period.
I have been repeating this for like 98327465 times. I am NOT requesting him to stop or quit the habit/addiction/pastime/whatever you like to call it. I am merely requesting to cut down the intake for the sake of health and longevity and to turn immortal. Yes, i'm fucking bonkers.
I know whatever shit i have got to say or whatever i want, does not make a difference. Because i have no fucking say. Because my words don't carry any weight at all. I'm just unhappy, is that a problem? I'm unhappy because in my opinion, my eyes, my thinking, my thoughts he _ alot, and i'm a bit upset that being a girlfriend, my words seemingly don't mean a thing.
I don;t give a fuck if you hate me. I'm not controlling him, i give him the liberty just that maybe it's abit over the line so i pulled it back.
If i simply don't care, you would say i'm not a good and caring girlfriend
If i do what i'm doing now, you would say i'm controlling him.
Congratulations, you are awarded the top prize in contradicting yourself :)
I wasn't stumped for words, neither did i not know how to rebut. I very nearly did if not because of him. I would. God damnit i fucking would. And its all because of him, that i kept quiet, suck everything up (which i normally wouldn't) and drag it across together with the killer heels.
And to think you call me petty. NB. So what if my pronounciation isn't fantastic? Doesn't mean whatever doesn't sounds right out from me is wrong. Goodness. At least i am able to think. And not make presumptions (i guess).
Whatever it is, i don't give a single fuck if you hate me or you don't. Because i am fucking pissed off by your fucking stupid/contradictive thinking. To think _ thought .... neverminds. And i still think what i did wasn't wrong. Because i wasn't controlling. So much thanks to you, I'm giving up. I think you guys should be pretty happy. But note. What comes around goes around. Hurhur.
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Okays. I'm still not over that episode but lets just leave it for a moment.
Caught REC with Baby and his friends at Vivo on Saturday and traffic was a killer. The queue to carpark was tremendously "short". The show was sccarrryyyy and i fell asleep in the beginning cause i was too tired and it was kinda boring in the beginning. But guess what, once i heard the screamings i woke up and i got freaked out &*#*(*?!@. And my tears dropped. And i nearly cry for the entire movie. My hands were covering my entire face. It was the worse movie position i ever had. HAHA. Nevertheless, for those who know me and believe, i have't seen such stuff yet. Enlighten me yo!
Oh Oh. Ah ma kind of like Baby :) Weehee~ Obviously -.- visited her on Sat and Baby literally became our translator. I can't stop laughing.
Hopefully this Sat we can make it to Mt Faber, Jewelbox. I don't need a big celebration. I just need you with me :) Simple and sweet right.
Anyway, Baby's gonna be pretty free this week :( I don't like. HAHA. No la. Hopefully he don't go and talk to some chais. LOL. Aiya. Girlfriend not pretty enough :( So sad!
And Common Tests are comiinnngggg... SAVE ME!
So many celebrations. So many things to do. URGHS.
I want Samsung Innov8 :( Boohoo
PS: will update sentosa and ecp pics. Wait for it.
I'm effing tired. Law tommorow. Someone kill me?
Monday, November 24, 2008
I have nothing to say.
Letter A
Are you available? No :)
What is your age? 18
What annoys you? People who thinks they are "IT" or their foreheads are pasted "I'm superior, fuck off"
Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: Its Comfortable :)
When is your birthday?: o2 Dec 1990
Who is your best friend?: You <3
Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: Like Hard candy? I don't know.
Who's your crush?: Tak Adah
When was the last time you cried?: Felt like - Just now? Actual tears - Yesterday cause of REC.
Letter D
Do you daydream? Like who don't? *I'm a mermaid*
What's your favorite kind of dog?: Siberian Husky
What day of the week is it?: Friday, Saturday - WEEKENDS
Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: Scrambled, Sunny side - i dig eggs
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Yes
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: Laughing
Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: Yeah
Do you use fly swatters?: Yeah - on an ant -.-
Have you ever used a foghorn?: Singapore isn't that foggy
Letter G
Do you chew gum?: Its banned and i'm a good citizen
Are you a giver or a taker?: Both
Do you like gummy candies?: Certain
Letter H
How are you?: I'm fine, thank you
What color is your hair?: Brown? Reddish hue? Streaks gold? (why so ah lian __)
Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?: Chocolate, Strawberry, Sweet corn, Peppermint - i think all la.
Have you ever ice skated?: YES!
Do you play an instrument?: YES! Er hu, Gao hu, Zhong hu, Ruan and the list goes on.
Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: No preferences
Do you wear jewelry?: Yes :) That ring and stud
Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: Him and Her.
Do you want kids?: Yes, if childbirth wasn't so painful, process wasn't so antagonizing and children are obedient *dream on*
Where did you go for kindergarten?: PAP at Simei :)
Letter L
Are you laid back?: Don't think so. What do you think?
Do you lie? Err. Duh?
Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?: Alot alot many many much much
Do you still watch Disney movies?: YES! OMG.
Do you like mangos?: Definitely
Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: Rie, Princess, Baby for him :)
What is your real name?: Carrie
Whats your favorite number?: 3 and 15
Do you prefer night over day?: Yes, because Baby can call me and its time to sleep meaning no troubles !
Letter O
What's your one wish?: To lead a happy life with no worries over money, studies, love, life, friends....
Are you an only child?: Fortunately, NOT.
Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: Many
What are your pet peeves?: Annoying me?
What's a personality trait you look for in people?: Real.
Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?: "If you ever lose your faith, look at yourself through my eyes" - Carrie (To gary) IT RHYMES LA.
Are you quick to judge people?: Pretty quick.
Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: When i think i'm right, i will fight hard for it so i'm right :)
Are you one to cry?: Kind of. Venting sadness and anger in a good way.
Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: Depending
Do you like snow?: COURSE!
What's your favorite season?: Autumn and Winter :)
Letter T
What time is it?: 12.25 am
What time did you wake up?: i forgot :p
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: One thousand years ago ?
Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: HEHE. yes -.-
Underwear or boxers?: Shy lahs. LOLS. former.
Letter V
What's the worst veggie?: CELERY (nb what good is it)
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Paris, France or maybe just Bali or Palm Island or maybe Costa Rica or like Dubai. I don't know leis.
Letter W
What's your worst habit?: Straightforward
Where do you live?: In your heart. LOL.
What's your worst fear?: Many
Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: Yes :(
Have you seen the x-games?: qu'est-ce que c'est ?
Do you own a xylophone?: Nope
Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: At times and i will go "its a sunny yellow banana day!"
What's one thing you yearn for?: That Coach/burberry wallet. Or. Samsung Innov8. Fucksz. No la. For Baby to be fine :)
Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: Sagittaurus
Do you believe in the zodiac?: Half.
Favorite zoo animal?: White tigers. Fucking chio.
Yao Wei, I read your blog okay! HAHA
Are you available? No :)
What is your age? 18
What annoys you? People who thinks they are "IT" or their foreheads are pasted "I'm superior, fuck off"
Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: Its Comfortable :)
When is your birthday?: o2 Dec 1990
Who is your best friend?: You <3
Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: Like Hard candy? I don't know.
Who's your crush?: Tak Adah
When was the last time you cried?: Felt like - Just now? Actual tears - Yesterday cause of REC.
Letter D
Do you daydream? Like who don't? *I'm a mermaid*
What's your favorite kind of dog?: Siberian Husky
What day of the week is it?: Friday, Saturday - WEEKENDS
Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: Scrambled, Sunny side - i dig eggs
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Yes
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: Laughing
Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: Yeah
Do you use fly swatters?: Yeah - on an ant -.-
Have you ever used a foghorn?: Singapore isn't that foggy
Letter G
Do you chew gum?: Its banned and i'm a good citizen
Are you a giver or a taker?: Both
Do you like gummy candies?: Certain
Letter H
How are you?: I'm fine, thank you
What color is your hair?: Brown? Reddish hue? Streaks gold? (why so ah lian __)
Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?: Chocolate, Strawberry, Sweet corn, Peppermint - i think all la.
Have you ever ice skated?: YES!
Do you play an instrument?: YES! Er hu, Gao hu, Zhong hu, Ruan and the list goes on.
Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: No preferences
Do you wear jewelry?: Yes :) That ring and stud
Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: Him and Her.
Do you want kids?: Yes, if childbirth wasn't so painful, process wasn't so antagonizing and children are obedient *dream on*
Where did you go for kindergarten?: PAP at Simei :)
Letter L
Are you laid back?: Don't think so. What do you think?
Do you lie? Err. Duh?
Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?: Alot alot many many much much
Do you still watch Disney movies?: YES! OMG.
Do you like mangos?: Definitely
Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: Rie, Princess, Baby for him :)
What is your real name?: Carrie
Whats your favorite number?: 3 and 15
Do you prefer night over day?: Yes, because Baby can call me and its time to sleep meaning no troubles !
Letter O
What's your one wish?: To lead a happy life with no worries over money, studies, love, life, friends....
Are you an only child?: Fortunately, NOT.
Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: Many
What are your pet peeves?: Annoying me?
What's a personality trait you look for in people?: Real.
Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?: "If you ever lose your faith, look at yourself through my eyes" - Carrie (To gary) IT RHYMES LA.
Are you quick to judge people?: Pretty quick.
Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: When i think i'm right, i will fight hard for it so i'm right :)
Are you one to cry?: Kind of. Venting sadness and anger in a good way.
Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: Depending
Do you like snow?: COURSE!
What's your favorite season?: Autumn and Winter :)
Letter T
What time is it?: 12.25 am
What time did you wake up?: i forgot :p
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: One thousand years ago ?
Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: HEHE. yes -.-
Underwear or boxers?: Shy lahs. LOLS. former.
Letter V
What's the worst veggie?: CELERY (nb what good is it)
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Paris, France or maybe just Bali or Palm Island or maybe Costa Rica or like Dubai. I don't know leis.
Letter W
What's your worst habit?: Straightforward
Where do you live?: In your heart. LOL.
What's your worst fear?: Many
Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: Yes :(
Have you seen the x-games?: qu'est-ce que c'est ?
Do you own a xylophone?: Nope
Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: At times and i will go "its a sunny yellow banana day!"
What's one thing you yearn for?: That Coach/burberry wallet. Or. Samsung Innov8. Fucksz. No la. For Baby to be fine :)
Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: Sagittaurus
Do you believe in the zodiac?: Half.
Favorite zoo animal?: White tigers. Fucking chio.
Yao Wei, I read your blog okay! HAHA
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I don't want my hopes dashed
I have not been updating on my life. It has been quite hectic and i'm pretty lazy. So with the constant nagging, this is for you guys :)
Had spa demo today - chopsticks massage. It was fun! And i might even get to work as a therapist at Rustic Nirvana. Note: Might.
I received a pretty amount of birthday gifts already. Yes, its that advanced. And i sincerely thank all of you. From the bottom of my heart, my deepest sincerity, thank you.
And i'm very much about to buy Coach wallet :) Since Juicy fails me.
And my weekends are definitely with Baby :) Its a black-out period okay. LOL. Room rates are higher... Brain-washed by HBM. Seriously. The pay just perks my mood. It wakes me up instantly! Not only me okay!
Okays, back to topic. So we went to East Coast Park 2 weeks ago and Sentosa last week :) It was fun with such outdoor activities. At least a change of surroundings. But nevertheless, wherever it may be i'm not complaining :)
At times, i just simply feel hopeless and lost when i know he is upset but yet i can't do much. Any amount of comforting words doesn't lighten the situation. No, i don't blame him for that. On the contrary, I blame yours truly.
Words do fail me now. An utter disgrace to a person who is strong in literature. Or, who supposedly was strong in it.
I'm in no mood to blog.
Had spa demo today - chopsticks massage. It was fun! And i might even get to work as a therapist at Rustic Nirvana. Note: Might.
I received a pretty amount of birthday gifts already. Yes, its that advanced. And i sincerely thank all of you. From the bottom of my heart, my deepest sincerity, thank you.
And i'm very much about to buy Coach wallet :) Since Juicy fails me.
And my weekends are definitely with Baby :) Its a black-out period okay. LOL. Room rates are higher... Brain-washed by HBM. Seriously. The pay just perks my mood. It wakes me up instantly! Not only me okay!
Okays, back to topic. So we went to East Coast Park 2 weeks ago and Sentosa last week :) It was fun with such outdoor activities. At least a change of surroundings. But nevertheless, wherever it may be i'm not complaining :)
At times, i just simply feel hopeless and lost when i know he is upset but yet i can't do much. Any amount of comforting words doesn't lighten the situation. No, i don't blame him for that. On the contrary, I blame yours truly.
Words do fail me now. An utter disgrace to a person who is strong in literature. Or, who supposedly was strong in it.
I'm in no mood to blog.
My hopes aren't high
Don-Sir tagged me so how can i not return the tag right? I'm born nice because i'm a mixture of sugar, spice and everything nice -.-
1. What is your full name?
Carrie Teo Wei Zhi but otherwise Rie or Princess Rie :)
2. Are you single?
No eh. Happily attached :)
3. What is your favourite number[s]?
No preference.
4.What is/are your favourite colour?
PINK la!!!
5.Least favourite colour[s]?
Dugly brown
6.What are you thinking now?
TORT. No la. SLEEP. BED.
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
Nobody will be happy. I'm satisfied.
8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
TDM.
9. Do you shop at malls?
Course!
10.Where do you wish to be right now?
Bed.
11. What should you be doing now?
Thinking of In the case law of Koh Get Kee v Low Beng Hui, the off-duty police officer who was armed shot his friend during off-duty hours. The court held that ............
12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
Nope:)
13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
Last week? HEHE.
14. What was the last thing you drank?
Apple Tea
15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
Comment-less
16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
Ahchoo?
17. Do you fall for people easily?
People fall for me. No la. Just kidding.
18. What does your last text msg read?"
"oh,btw,the i&e teacher reply alr?" - LayYing
not yet :(
19. Are you too forgiving?
Maybe...
20.How many windows are open on your computer?
8
21.Who was your last call from?
BABY!
22.What do you do with most of your time?
Go out, sleep, chat.
23.Will you & your ex get back again?
Over my dead body :)
24.Do you sleep with the TV on?
I scared the ghost crawl out of the TV so no. -.-
25. Which of your close friends live the closest?
I don't know leis.
26.Which item could you not live during the day?
Handphone
27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
I don't think so.
28.How was your weekend?
Fulfilling and loved.
29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
Maybe just "hello, byebye"
30. The last person you quarrelled with?
My mum.
31.The way to win your heart?
errr. Make me love you ? HAHA
32.What did you do last night?
Do ECD until i almost grew wings and halo.fuck
33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
No. I'm the one with the tiara who can be the same as me ? *daydreams*
34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
I have one :)
35.One song that is meaningful to you?
Chain Hang Low :)
36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I twirl it happily.
37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
What if got melamine? :(
38.How long is your hair?
Long but i want it longer.
39.Do you like batman?
I prefer Cinderella, Ariel. HAHA. Batman's kinda cute with the coolness :)
40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
Baby :) loveyou
41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
NOW. "Pa tor yao yao ..."
42.What did you have for breakfast?
Muah Chee and Lychee Red Tea.
43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
Used to be but its COMMON TESTS. ARGGGHHH
44.Can you cook?
Yes but for Baby only. LOL
45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
dance camp
46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
Law.
47.which do you wear more? sweats 0r jeans.
SHORTS
48. When is your birthday?
2 December 1990
49. Do you swear alot?
Curbed
50. What was your first achololic drink?
Tiger
51.Do you have any regrets?
Course
52. Who would you like to see now?
Baby :(
53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
DADDY!
54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
SOCIAL.
55.Who are your best friends?
You know who you are.
56. Ever been in love?
Be in love.
57. Ever had braces?
No eh.
58. What do you wear to bed?
Sleep wear?
59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
_.
60. Do you trust people?
Trust the trustables.
61. Who was the first person you talk to today?
Daddy. He pulled me out of my bed :'(
62. Who was the first person who text you today?
Hui Qi
63. what was the first thing you did today?
What to wear ar....
1. What is your full name?
Carrie Teo Wei Zhi but otherwise Rie or Princess Rie :)
2. Are you single?
No eh. Happily attached :)
3. What is your favourite number[s]?
No preference.
4.What is/are your favourite colour?
PINK la!!!
5.Least favourite colour[s]?
Dugly brown
6.What are you thinking now?
TORT. No la. SLEEP. BED.
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
Nobody will be happy. I'm satisfied.
8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
TDM.
9. Do you shop at malls?
Course!
10.Where do you wish to be right now?
Bed.
11. What should you be doing now?
Thinking of In the case law of Koh Get Kee v Low Beng Hui, the off-duty police officer who was armed shot his friend during off-duty hours. The court held that ............
12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
Nope:)
13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
Last week? HEHE.
14. What was the last thing you drank?
Apple Tea
15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
Comment-less
16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
Ahchoo?
17. Do you fall for people easily?
People fall for me. No la. Just kidding.
18. What does your last text msg read?"
"oh,btw,the i&e teacher reply alr?" - LayYing
not yet :(
19. Are you too forgiving?
Maybe...
20.How many windows are open on your computer?
8
21.Who was your last call from?
BABY!
22.What do you do with most of your time?
Go out, sleep, chat.
23.Will you & your ex get back again?
Over my dead body :)
24.Do you sleep with the TV on?
I scared the ghost crawl out of the TV so no. -.-
25. Which of your close friends live the closest?
I don't know leis.
26.Which item could you not live during the day?
Handphone
27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
I don't think so.
28.How was your weekend?
Fulfilling and loved.
29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
Maybe just "hello, byebye"
30. The last person you quarrelled with?
My mum.
31.The way to win your heart?
errr. Make me love you ? HAHA
32.What did you do last night?
Do ECD until i almost grew wings and halo.
33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
No. I'm the one with the tiara who can be the same as me ? *daydreams*
34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
I have one :)
35.One song that is meaningful to you?
Chain Hang Low :)
36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I twirl it happily.
37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
What if got melamine? :(
38.How long is your hair?
Long but i want it longer.
39.Do you like batman?
I prefer Cinderella, Ariel. HAHA. Batman's kinda cute with the coolness :)
40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
Baby :) loveyou
41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
NOW. "Pa tor yao yao ..."
42.What did you have for breakfast?
Muah Chee and Lychee Red Tea.
43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
Used to be but its COMMON TESTS. ARGGGHHH
44.Can you cook?
Yes but for Baby only. LOL
45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
dance camp
46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
Law.
47.which do you wear more? sweats 0r jeans.
SHORTS
48. When is your birthday?
2 December 1990
49. Do you swear alot?
Curbed
50. What was your first achololic drink?
Tiger
51.Do you have any regrets?
Course
52. Who would you like to see now?
Baby :(
53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
DADDY!
54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
SOCIAL.
55.Who are your best friends?
You know who you are.
56. Ever been in love?
Be in love.
57. Ever had braces?
No eh.
58. What do you wear to bed?
Sleep wear?
59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
_.
60. Do you trust people?
Trust the trustables.
61. Who was the first person you talk to today?
Daddy. He pulled me out of my bed :'(
62. Who was the first person who text you today?
Hui Qi
63. what was the first thing you did today?
What to wear ar....
Saturday, November 15, 2008
:(
I just feel so redundant.
Or maybe i shouldn't be there to take up the space.
Ifuckingfeellikecryingbutifuckingcantcausepeoplewillaskmefuckingdumbquestionswhichifuckingdon'twanttofuckinganswerasiseenofuckingpoint.
fuck off?
Or maybe i shouldn't be there to take up the space.
Ifuckingfeellikecryingbutifuckingcantcausepeoplewillaskmefuckingdumbquestionswhichifuckingdon'twanttofuckinganswerasiseenofuckingpoint.
fuck off?
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Am i a priority or an option.
Baby will be booking out soon but i don't think i'm meeting him today. Moodless i guess.
I'm starting to think. Am i a priority or an option? Am i irreplaceable or replaceable. Am i indispensible or dispensible?
Because i'm not as good-looking, i don't deserve better.
Really. It has been just so long... That i'm on the verge of giving it up.
iloveyoudoyou?
I'm starting to think. Am i a priority or an option? Am i irreplaceable or replaceable. Am i indispensible or dispensible?
Because i'm not as good-looking, i don't deserve better.
Really. It has been just so long... That i'm on the verge of giving it up.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Pictures of You, Pictures of Me, combines and it forms - Happy Family
Baby's on outfield at some ulu place. Even with the advanced technology, its impossible to reach him. Simply because handphones aren't allowed :( At this modern time and day and age and era, whatever have you, handphones aren't a luxury but a necessity. Agree? HAHA.
So i haven't heard his voice for like 3 days nearing 4? The time period seem to relatively short but i miss him. An undeniable fact. And because i was super ill, i didn't send him a message before he left :( I very want to but, sighs, lets not elaborate. Thinking about it makes me depressed. And Allen was mocking at my stupid face when i happily replied her that Baby's outfield ends on Thursday -.- Happy cannot meh~
Nevertheless, these past few days were quite packed. So i was quite tired out and i could actually fall asleep during the short 5 mins break during HBM lecture. This is how tired i get from school :( Oh oh oh. And Obama won today :) I support him because of some unknown instinct reasons. Hopefully, this would lighten the economic crisis as i forsee 2009 to be bad, very bad. Lesser spending and pulling purses tight.
Things happened between the both of us if readers are interested. I'm not gonna say what or why. Leave it to enigma and only the close few knew what happened. It's kond of painful to be stuck in between your close friend and your boyfriend and yet have to pacify both sides. Sometimes i really feel that i'm running out of strength to tackle all this stuff. And i all i feel like doing is to rant and to let out my steam or just curl out somewhere and be silent. But to my friend, could you let me do what i think is right? No?
I don't know if he's reading my blog. Maybe yes, maybe no. Actually, it doesn't really matter. HAHA. If he sees what i posted for him, good. If not, then too bad. So don't ask me, "does gary read your blog?" I'm not him so i don't know.
And again, this is an apology post. Yes, i'm always doing something bad. I'm sorry Baby. Sorry for what i said and how i acted on that Sunday. Seriously, i didn't want it but i got too upset. And Sorry for what happened last weekend. Neither of it was entirely yours to be blamed for. But yet, i acted in such a way.
Perhaps i was too selfish to consider only my feelings all the time. I forgot that you too, would get tired and just want to laze around. I forgot that you too, need time to ponder over your thoughts. Sometimes i just get too caught up with trying to spend time with you that i forgot, you need your own space.
Although its hard to understanding at times, hard to be fine, hard to be dependent on myself. And sometimes, i get disappointed because i get too little of you. But i think i can manage. All i need is that bit of attention, that security, that love. It sounds a lot i know. HAHA.
You're not the perfect boyfriend. Neither are you the sweetest, most romantic or whatever. But what more can i ask for when you already tried to give me your all? Maybe this is just sufficient. I don't need ample to be happy, sufficient would suffice.
I asked you if you think we can last. Both of us shrugged our shoulders and you said its up to me. Seeing things now, i think i'm the troublemaker and you, the peacemaker. Sorry Baby :( Although i do hope this would last but nevertheless, the future is always a question mark, definitely an uncertainty. Hence the saying, tomorrow remains a mystery that's why life is full of surprises. I'll try to make this work.
Whatever it is, unless fate forbids, trust me when i say i'll be there. When you get tired of running, turn around and i'll be by your side cheering you on. When you lose faith, picture yourself in my eyes, and you'll see the elite in you. When you're upset or down, i'll cheer u up with my never ending stupid actions and dumb jokes. When you need a shoulder or a listening ear, you can count on me. When life's starting to be a drag, a warm hug would lighten your load:)
For every single moment or thing i pissed or upset you, im sorry. It wasn't on purpose. I haven't been a very good girlfriend, this is a fact i know. Whatever it is, you were always the peacemaker, very unlike me. Or rather, The exact opposite of yours truly. Thanks love :)
data="http://www.oneplusyou.com/bb/files/countdown/countdown.swf?co=0099FF&bgcolor=FFFFFF&date_month=11&date_day=06&date_year=1&un=BABY'S OUTFIELD ENDS !&size=normal&mo=11&da=06&yr=2008" width="250" height="80">
So cute right. Thursday is commmiiinnnggggg....
And my birthday is coming in like 3 more weeks and I'll officially be EIGHTEEN. That magical number which allows me to do whatever i want. Errr. Okay la. Not everything but MOST. Although under the law i'm still an infant/minor. HAHA. It sounds abit wwwrrrooonnnggg. Whatever, i can sue you but it doesn't make me very happy. Okays, i'm talking to myself, AGAIN.
I received my first birthday present. Yeah. Its super duper early but thanks Clara! And Grace wanted to purchase couple lab vouchers for me and *. Haha! Damn funny when she sound so dejected over the phone. My birthday still long la please.
I told Daddy i want that pink volkswagen beetle and he told me, "I think the toy shop is just round the corner" :( Neverminds. Daddy, just get me either
1. Sony's PINK Camera, or
2. Coach Wallet, or
3. an Ang Bao filled with cash amounting to 500 bucks.
Carrie, stop dreaming. HAHA. Why Coach not LV right? Cause Coach is "C", ITS MY GOD DAMN INITIALS. And its cheaper :) Okays. Its time for me to wake up. But i really want either of the options :( Neverminds, i shall SAVE. For now, dream on, Carrie.
I'm not intending to celebrate my birthday lavishly. There were debates on chalet or hotel but NO. Because, i don't like. In the end people would be fighting over space and i feel bad if i do leave out people. No?
And i want to go on the flyer. BADLY. FLYER FLYER CARRIE WANTS TO GO ON SINGAPORE FLYER.
Okays. I need some media therapy. Some pictures i edited.
The people who play a part in my life :)
So i haven't heard his voice for like 3 days nearing 4? The time period seem to relatively short but i miss him. An undeniable fact. And because i was super ill, i didn't send him a message before he left :( I very want to but, sighs, lets not elaborate. Thinking about it makes me depressed. And Allen was mocking at my stupid face when i happily replied her that Baby's outfield ends on Thursday -.- Happy cannot meh~
Nevertheless, these past few days were quite packed. So i was quite tired out and i could actually fall asleep during the short 5 mins break during HBM lecture. This is how tired i get from school :( Oh oh oh. And Obama won today :) I support him because of some unknown instinct reasons. Hopefully, this would lighten the economic crisis as i forsee 2009 to be bad, very bad. Lesser spending and pulling purses tight.
Things happened between the both of us if readers are interested. I'm not gonna say what or why. Leave it to enigma and only the close few knew what happened. It's kond of painful to be stuck in between your close friend and your boyfriend and yet have to pacify both sides. Sometimes i really feel that i'm running out of strength to tackle all this stuff. And i all i feel like doing is to rant and to let out my steam or just curl out somewhere and be silent. But to my friend, could you let me do what i think is right? No?
I don't know if he's reading my blog. Maybe yes, maybe no. Actually, it doesn't really matter. HAHA. If he sees what i posted for him, good. If not, then too bad. So don't ask me, "does gary read your blog?" I'm not him so i don't know.
And again, this is an apology post. Yes, i'm always doing something bad. I'm sorry Baby. Sorry for what i said and how i acted on that Sunday. Seriously, i didn't want it but i got too upset. And Sorry for what happened last weekend. Neither of it was entirely yours to be blamed for. But yet, i acted in such a way.
Perhaps i was too selfish to consider only my feelings all the time. I forgot that you too, would get tired and just want to laze around. I forgot that you too, need time to ponder over your thoughts. Sometimes i just get too caught up with trying to spend time with you that i forgot, you need your own space.
Although its hard to understanding at times, hard to be fine, hard to be dependent on myself. And sometimes, i get disappointed because i get too little of you. But i think i can manage. All i need is that bit of attention, that security, that love. It sounds a lot i know. HAHA.
You're not the perfect boyfriend. Neither are you the sweetest, most romantic or whatever. But what more can i ask for when you already tried to give me your all? Maybe this is just sufficient. I don't need ample to be happy, sufficient would suffice.
I asked you if you think we can last. Both of us shrugged our shoulders and you said its up to me. Seeing things now, i think i'm the troublemaker and you, the peacemaker. Sorry Baby :( Although i do hope this would last but nevertheless, the future is always a question mark, definitely an uncertainty. Hence the saying, tomorrow remains a mystery that's why life is full of surprises. I'll try to make this work.
Whatever it is, unless fate forbids, trust me when i say i'll be there. When you get tired of running, turn around and i'll be by your side cheering you on. When you lose faith, picture yourself in my eyes, and you'll see the elite in you. When you're upset or down, i'll cheer u up with my never ending stupid actions and dumb jokes. When you need a shoulder or a listening ear, you can count on me. When life's starting to be a drag, a warm hug would lighten your load:)
For every single moment or thing i pissed or upset you, im sorry. It wasn't on purpose. I haven't been a very good girlfriend, this is a fact i know. Whatever it is, you were always the peacemaker, very unlike me. Or rather, The exact opposite of yours truly. Thanks love :)
data="http://www.oneplusyou.com/bb/files/countdown/countdown.swf?co=0099FF&bgcolor=FFFFFF&date_month=11&date_day=06&date_year=1&un=BABY'S OUTFIELD ENDS !&size=normal&mo=11&da=06&yr=2008" width="250" height="80">
So cute right. Thursday is commmiiinnnggggg....
And my birthday is coming in like 3 more weeks and I'll officially be EIGHTEEN. That magical number which allows me to do whatever i want. Errr. Okay la. Not everything but MOST. Although under the law i'm still an infant/minor. HAHA. It sounds abit wwwrrrooonnnggg. Whatever, i can sue you but it doesn't make me very happy. Okays, i'm talking to myself, AGAIN.
I received my first birthday present. Yeah. Its super duper early but thanks Clara! And Grace wanted to purchase couple lab vouchers for me and *. Haha! Damn funny when she sound so dejected over the phone. My birthday still long la please.
I told Daddy i want that pink volkswagen beetle and he told me, "I think the toy shop is just round the corner" :( Neverminds. Daddy, just get me either
1. Sony's PINK Camera, or
2. Coach Wallet, or
3. an Ang Bao filled with cash amounting to 500 bucks.
Carrie, stop dreaming. HAHA. Why Coach not LV right? Cause Coach is "C", ITS MY GOD DAMN INITIALS. And its cheaper :) Okays. Its time for me to wake up. But i really want either of the options :( Neverminds, i shall SAVE. For now, dream on, Carrie.
I'm not intending to celebrate my birthday lavishly. There were debates on chalet or hotel but NO. Because, i don't like. In the end people would be fighting over space and i feel bad if i do leave out people. No?
And i want to go on the flyer. BADLY. FLYER FLYER CARRIE WANTS TO GO ON SINGAPORE FLYER.
Okays. I need some media therapy. Some pictures i edited.
The people who play a part in my life :)
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Clarification
I think this is gonna be a long post because i have yet to be updating this space of mine. Now, i need to clarify certain things.
Firstly, if anyone from TR01 is reading this. I need to clarify something. That particular blog post wasn't just pin pointing at anyone. Yes, i have my certain displeasure regarding this and that, she and him. But i don't take it personally. What i meant was just that i feel fucking unfair to my friends and I. Hence, the post.
Look, we have been taking her/them ever since we can choose our project mates. Don't fucking deny. Perhaps it isn't all the time or every single fucking time. But still, majority, we took her/them. I'm sure most of you would agree.
Hence to say, the T.Law grouping just ignite my already burning flame to a more exaggerated extent. I know you fucking don't want her/them but it doesn't means we are okay with it. Or that we don't mind. Accepting them doesn't means we are simply some nua nua fucking pushovers. No, its harder than that.
It was the fucking attitude that it was for granted we should take her/them. Seriously. This is the fucking matter which fucked us up so badly. We aren't fucking scapegoats? Why can't we fucking share this fucking matter together? Seriously, don't just take it for granted that someone (WE) will accept this and voila. Fucking no?
[/edit]
Whatever it is. At least things were "cleared". I suppose. I'm sorry to whoever i offended. But come to think of it, the starting point of this. Neverminds.
Anyway, i'm officially sick. 2 drips 2 nights. I'm always sick. Tsk.
I'm so into bling-ing now. Ds Lite is bling-ed. Mouse is bling-ed. What's next. HAHA. And its super duper CHIO i tell you. DS is so blinding i think i can see it like 9324894357 miles away?
Baby's out on outfield. I miss him.
I'm too sick/sad/tired/lazy/retarded/nothing to blog.
Tomorrow :D
Firstly, if anyone from TR01 is reading this. I need to clarify something. That particular blog post wasn't just pin pointing at anyone. Yes, i have my certain displeasure regarding this and that, she and him. But i don't take it personally. What i meant was just that i feel fucking unfair to my friends and I. Hence, the post.
Look, we have been taking her/them ever since we can choose our project mates. Don't fucking deny. Perhaps it isn't all the time or every single fucking time. But still, majority, we took her/them. I'm sure most of you would agree.
Hence to say, the T.Law grouping just ignite my already burning flame to a more exaggerated extent. I know you fucking don't want her/them but it doesn't means we are okay with it. Or that we don't mind. Accepting them doesn't means we are simply some nua nua fucking pushovers. No, its harder than that.
It was the fucking attitude that it was for granted we should take her/them. Seriously. This is the fucking matter which fucked us up so badly. We aren't fucking scapegoats? Why can't we fucking share this fucking matter together? Seriously, don't just take it for granted that someone (WE) will accept this and voila. Fucking no?
[/edit]
Whatever it is. At least things were "cleared". I suppose. I'm sorry to whoever i offended. But come to think of it, the starting point of this. Neverminds.
Anyway, i'm officially sick. 2 drips 2 nights. I'm always sick. Tsk.
I'm so into bling-ing now. Ds Lite is bling-ed. Mouse is bling-ed. What's next. HAHA. And its super duper CHIO i tell you. DS is so blinding i think i can see it like 9324894357 miles away?
Baby's out on outfield. I miss him.
I'm too sick/sad/tired/lazy/retarded/nothing to blog.
Tomorrow :D
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