Really wierd.

Wierd, Really wierd. I have been meeting people i really don't like this few days, or rather consecutively with the exception of yesterday. Tsk.

First was on the first day on CNY. That self proclaim fucking chio but i think she is fat, ugly and old bitch with no fashion nor make up sense.

Second day was pretty fine. Just that my helix irritate the shit out of me because i became mickey mouse. And even when i stood still, the pain i still can feel and it was throbbing pain like some kind of crazy fuck shit. But well, i can't blame anyone but myself for piercing and still eating hei bee hiam like it's going to be extinct soon.

Third day was rather smooth just a lil' bored and the wedding game suck balls. I thought it will be nice. But then again, assumption.

Fourth day had IS and irritate the shit out of me. Okay, this only i know. Interested? Ask me.

Then today. Oh my fucking god i tell you. Today is like some kind of combo.

Please la, i'm not trying to hao lian or what okay. I was just concerned and i asked. And i didn't have any idea how much you got. And i only asked like once, with no hidden agenda or propaganda or whatsoever ? You don't have to say those words as though i purposely want you to know we did better. I seriously did not know.

And it was just a few marks difference. I don't see the point in comparing who got the higher or whatever shit because competing is not my style. Wouldn't you be interested to know how much another person get ? Oh wait, i was the one who asked you, but errr, you asked me back right? So yours truly ASSUME you're interested as well.

Oh and come on, i'm not so dumb or childish to go "YAY! I score better". N-O. NO. It was just for curiosity sake. And i didn't rebutt you on the spot because there was just so many people. And this is not the final mark for goodness god sake. CB lah.

Moving on. I know i really don't like you and i ASSUME(this word is like super good to use) you don't like me either. So the feeling is mutual. I offended you alot of times, but you too have stepped on my tail a good many time as well. This, we are fair.

I really don't care if i had offended you by saying how sucky your girlfriend is and saying shes a cheapo but it's true. Why buy fake LV if you can't afford and still want to bluff your friends it's real and backstab/outcast another girl when she exposed the truth that its a fake. The nice way to put things, "why quarrel over a stupid bag". The actual truth, "Can't afford but die die want people to know your fake is real, DON'T BUY. WAIT UNTIL MOOLAH FALLS."

I'm a brand addict but you don't see me carrying like gucci, LV and etc. Because for me, i firstly don't believe in fake ones because i want face. And secondly, i prefer to own these stuff using my own hard earned money.

And i was trying to be nice by telling her she should like do something to her make-up because the colours doesn't blend with her. Not sarcastic. I was just saying, "hey, i think the other colour suits your skin tone better eh. Can bring out your natural tan." PERIOD. It was just a suggestion because her face colour is different from the rest of her body e.g. neck.

And she was the one who asked what kind of outfit complement her body. I said no halter because her shoulders are broad. And she whine to you saying that i said shes fat? Like yeah, i do call people and even myself fat, but i merely told her to avoid halters. Not she's fat and she's the one who asked me what complement her figure.

I had no choice but to ask for your help not because i want to. Because she owes me MONEY which i need to collect back. Otherwise, i seriously like to steer clear of your path.

Did i mention, you're a sly, cunning, evil, irritating SON OF A BITCH. Shit, i pity your mum. Let's just call you a fugly piece of shit. It goes well with cow dung :)

BLARH.

I know you read this, so i want to show you my fugly and fat face :)

Oh, my helix got better. I'm in a good mood, though i still wish that couple would die :)

The going is tough but i'm perserving. SIGHS.

Better?

Why do i feel that my helix is getting better but when i asked around, they say "no, its still as swollen". Why ar? But i really think it's healing, at least there's pus and like its coming out. Okay, that sounds uber disgusting but its a sign!!

So maybe this CNY isn't so fun for me. Bye Bye my favourite Hei Bee Hiam :( I'll see you next year? That sounds so exaggerated but whatever lah.

And the girl from the previous post. Lets call her E. I tell you, i can just rant and rant and rant about her the entire day. She can even backstab me saying that i'm short when she's shorter !!! And shes like freaking old, like 27 onwards? Seriously, act cute act young, whatever la. Still want to be a model, i think boss will kill me if i introduce her. Old, fat, fugly biatch.

Nuff said. There's something which i would like to clarify.

I'm seriously an uber straightforward person, whoever, whatever i don't like or my feelings towards something, i will just say it out with no second thoughts. This might be both a strength and a weakness. So i apologize if i did offend any of you because of my bluntness.

And because of this, if there's anything you want to clarify with me, seriously, just do it in my face and not hiding in some corner and backstab. You people know who you all are. I don't blame you for being a group of all girls but yeah, if there's something about me, let me know.

We don't meet up anymore since a few lighyears ago but i know and i have people to tell me what is going on.

I don't wish to step back in anymore, so just let me be okay?

And, i'm not happy.

To be precise, i'm upset.

Chinese New Year FUCKING NOT HAPPY

It's the second day of Chinese New Year. And from the title. It isn't a good one.

Firstly, red packets shrunk like hell. Okay. Please don't go about saying red packets isn't THE THING. Shut your fucking trap. If you really want to say that, give me your red packets. I will be grateful to you. Also serves as a warning to keep your unsightly mouth shut :)

Secondly, i met with someone i detest AGAIN. I seriously don't feel like talking to you. It really irks me. I can't find anything to communicate with you so please stop acting sociable. But what makes me dislike her right? Actually is EVERYTHING. She's not pretty and her make up skills suck balls. She's FAT but she thinks she's slim. I know it isn't her fault to be born fugly but well, too bad for you.

Thirdly, my helix is fucking driving my mood down. *not for the young*

Its fucking painful and swollen but there's no fucking pus nor blood. I can't fucking take the fucking stud out because it's fucking gonna be fucking ugly and i might not pierce it in. I should have fucking not touch the fucking prawns. And i have absolutely no fucking idea how to help my helix. ITS FUCKINGKANINABEYCHEEBYE painful.

And now, i'm fucking stoned. While they are enjoying at Orange.

FUCK IT.

Happy New Year everyone!!

Tommorow's Chinese New Year already but yours truly has no mood :(

Who the hell will have the mood when she has to complete all her fucking assignments. Damnit. Can't we like enjoy? It's bursting my god damned had i tell you. URGH!

Baby's in camp, meeting him tomorrow :) As usual!

Anyway found this:

Baby's a Poplar Tree:
Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, goodorganizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

I'm a Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

HAHA.

Okays. Collect more Ang Pows and gamble till your last breath but save the money for me :) I'll truly be deeply appreciative.

I shall clobber back to my entre strategies already :(

Maybe this is the last run

Today's Friday! Chinese New Year is like coming round the corner but i don't feel it. I have no idea why either. Whatever it is, i don't really look forward to it.

I just finished watching 康熙來了. As regards to a certain celebrity. Although she's like 20 something but i seriously find her a true bona-fide bimbo. Seriously. Does she think with her butt or her boobs rather than her brains? It only reflects and substantiates people's perspective that looks and brains don't go together. Pretty much of a disgrace in my opinion.

Anyway, this is nothing of my concern. I'm just reflecting my viewpoints and opinions and stand. Oh. Finally after 985674123547 years, i pierced my HELIX. So i have like tragus, lobe and helix. Next up is concha. HAHAHA. I think i'm crazy because that is gonna hurt like some shit. Even Eric took like half a year to heal.

So maybe this might be the last lap for me. I feel that i'm draining out of patience, stamina everything essential to keep it going. I'm really losing everything. How?

_ not helping either. This makes the entire situation even more saddening than what it is now.

Anyway, i don't feel happy/assured/___(fill it in)

Maybe i will just shut up and let it go :(

cause you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up and you're down
you're wrong when it's right
it's black and it's white
we fight we break up
we kiss we make up

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I'm tired and i'm dozing off but i'm still in front of the computer. I'm not even at home :(

And i ask what have you ever did for me or have you even spare a thought for me.

Mummy, bring me home.

Its a fun-filled day

I have half an hour more to golf theory. I'm almost done with SPM revision :) And i edited pictures! Like FINALLY i know.

First up, the ECD Bazaar at Kovan which apparently SUCK BALLS. *&(#*!^*(

Next up the open house which left all of us so fucking effing tired. But definitely, it is a wonderful experience of working and chiong-ing together. And special thanks to Dickson for his special appearance and help to us on Thursday. Deeply appreciated AH BENG. Thank you CHAO AH BENG

So this is basically day two. The top right hand corner picture is yours truly with the chao ah beng - Dickson. So people will know who am i thanking for all the "sai-kang". Oh yeah, he's like the doraemon and transformer and also to me, a mother. SUPER NAGGY, keep asking me to eat eat eat (cause i whine endlessly i was hungry) HAHA.

During the set up of the suites. We really can find joy in like everything? Including "TRM" At least we aren't bores are we ? :)

Our scandal of the class -.- As reported by ABC news, L****** and *a***** were found doing something different during the open house. Something unexpected and defintely not on the agenda. Let the creative juices flow and you'll understand >.<

That was crap. In case you are dumb enough to believe. HAHA. (Disclaimer: to protect their errr. clean status)

School work aside albeit fun though tiring. Time for some TLC and relaxation:)

Oh dear, this is like super last year. The Singapore flyer visit. I should really credit my phone for being so smart to actually be able to take note of the date. Really. The trip to flyer on the 20th December. Just merely a day before the big hoo-haa took place.

But well, seems like "flyer flyer, carrie wants to go on singapore flyer" isn't so fascinating after all. It really was nothing much and pretty cramped too. So much for enjoyment. But well, once in a lifetime beats none?

Pictures speak a thousand words but well, they are indeed my cannot-live-withouts. Without them, i will die. Like literally.

And my wonderful boyfriend went too :) I don't think he really enjoyed it. Same here big guy! And thats a candid shot of ❤Gary and daddy :)

I know you haven't seen him in ages so here's my baby for you :) Or rather, for myself when i self indulge in my own blog. Yes, i admire my own blog, you got a problem?

And of course, before i forgot

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !

I highly doubt you would actually read my blog though i caught you reading like last month. HAHA. Gotcha! But well. Happy birthday 爸爸! I have been really stubborn with my princess tantrums and all but thanks for giving in to me. Teaching/preaching me every morning about how to drive without being horn-ed by others to debating about political issues. Even to the extent of telling me i should keep my tantrum down with my boyfriend. When i have realtionship issue which leave me upset and helpless, you guided me along and told me to relax.

Maybe i will just type this in a chinese version if you admit you read my blog! HAHA.

To sum up, Happy Birthday dearest daddy. You know i love you more than anything else. So do i get my Suzuki Swift anytime soon? Okay. I'm just kidding.

I know this isn't really my style but yeah. This is the first ever picture okay.

This guy here didn't call me for the entire day today. Urgh :( And i doubt he even reads this. So i can complain and whine all i want.

I was just saying fairytales don't always happen but this time round, i'm so near to my fairytale. I'm just glad it happened.

Although i'm upset that he didn't message or call me but i guess this is what we call give-and-take. He's tired i guess. Maybe i should learn to be less sticky.

Oh yeah.

I PASSED MY BTT ON MY FIRST TRY! Nothing to flaunt about but i'm proud of myself because i only read the book like for an hour and i went to the test.

The * beside me looked at my screen and he understands whereas i don't even be able to comprehend his. But nevertheless,

I PASSED!!!!!!

True Workaholic Born and Bred

It has been a crazy ride the past few days with so many stuff going on that i'm left

TIRED.

But nevertheless, i'm a true workaholic. Pervertic as it sounds or seems, i enjoy being busy and working. At least i know there is some goal in life that i can attain. Maybe i'm a bumble bee reincarnation?

Open House over, IS over (visit to farm many many much much thanks to Baby) i'm left with ECD test and bazaar. So wish me luck for it.

Right now, i'm too tired to really blog after squeezing my brain juice for Tlaw.

Myabe because of so much events going on right now, i have so much lesser of you :(

This is the downside of being a bumble bee. But well, maybe distance makes the heart grow fonder.

For now, i'm pretty unsure of how i _.

will blog soon. with pictures.

Open House Part I

Current addiction:

Hot N Cold - Katy Perry

I like this song but i don't know why. HAHA.

Open House preparations have been hectic these few days. I hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow cause we put in hell lots of work into it.

I have to apologize to Ariana and Yong Liang for losing my tantrum especially when everybody is so busy with things being so so so hectic.

Nevertheless, the experience of preparation though tiring is worthwhile. It's enjoyable and fun i have to admit and it is really job well done yo!

Slacked at the hospitality suite today while waiting for Lay Ying and Hui Qi to be back from collecting souvenirs. And started messing around. HAHA. With Dickson being Doraemon. It's super funny. And transformer.

Sometimes i just wish i can be so busy forever. At least i have some goal in my life. Although tiring but the hard work pays off. Yes, i'm a workaholic don't you think?

Anyway, come down to NP TRM's open house.

It just sums up in one word three letters.

FUN!

I will post the pictures. And it's fucking funny. (Alliteration?)

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I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT. FROM 46 OR 47. I SWEAR I WILL DROP TO 42. I FUCKING SWEAR.

It's merely.

I'm screwed. Seriously screwed. For HBM. I have no idea what nonsense i'm typing about and it seems like some random person yakking away. With no sense whatsoever.

I'm pretty tired now and sleepyhead is sleeping happily away :( Slept at 5 am last night and woke up at 10 am today. This explains why are we so tired.

I have no idea where are we going later or maybe just laze around in the cove.

I received an sms and a phonecall. I am not happy. I don't understand why people can be so rude at times. And asking the same old thing. Which i am tired of answering. Hasn't the person got any form of education? Or is his-her education got wasted? Or maybe, he-she dropped his-her brains on the bus? I think he-she is just pathetic.

Why he-she? Cause i think this person looks like a guy. Adam's apple. HAHA.

I'm craving for bedok 85 or town.

I just went town.

School's starting and so is his duty :(

But i'm looking forward to _.

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Sometimes, when you wish for a fairytale to happen, it never will.

Or maybe, they don't exist at all.

Am i deserving all this?