Peektures

Yesterday was hella fun i tell you. No doubt it was eventful. Errr. I shall emphasize later :) If you promise not to laugh. Although i'm sure you would. Like me :(

Went to town with Huiqi, Layying and Shu Zhen for celebrations and K-ing sessions. all of us were laughing our heads off as we tried to search for "Happy Birthday Song" in English and dialect. It was THAT funny. Especially for the dialect because apparently, we only know like a few sentences? Surprised Lay Ying with a cake consisting of 500g of durian. Heavenlicious :) Truly lip-smacking.

K-ed to about 7, had Botak Jones for dinner. Eric, Justin, Meng Hong, Isabel, G and etc saw me but they didn't really say hi. All those familiar faces and thanks for the sms-es when you saw me instead of popping and hi-ing me. -.- SHY or SHYY? LOL*

After the superb-filling-to-the-extent-of-puking dinner, went to ROAM the streets of Orchard and take some peektures :) I will collage it and update it in another post. I hope i will be free :(

Went WheelLock and saw Gary's sis working there, she really entertained my friends -.- took more pictures of the lightings and home sweet home :) There's nothing better than home or maybe? HAHA.

This year's theme seems to be X'mas in Wonderland. I think so. Even OPI has their series of X'mas Toyland. Maybe the connection?

Having been through celebrations, there is just this celebration i really look forward to but seriously, everytime i will tell myself, don't expect anything. Anything at all. This is how sad it is and it brought my mood down to sub zero point level. I realised i have been supressing myself to not expect anything, not think about anything, but hardly i could. So i stop mentioning and quit being excited The 18th is about to be bestowed on me. And whenever i think about what i will receive, i will want to cry.

Nevertheless, i'm really trying hard to plaster the smile on my face and act as if everything's okay.

In a nutshell, for once, I'm not looking forward to 2nd december. Again, reality hit back and i realise to _, it might just be another day. Another ordinary day. I'm sorry for those i turned down but i'm just not in the mood. And thanks to those who already gave me the presents :) Much appreciated.

God be it, Its such an emo post. Of course, Yours Truly doesn't deserve what the rest deserved.

Oh yeah, my horoscope this month: By dec 12, you have to decide, to love him or to leave him. HAHA. dumb.

And i mentioned the eventful? (AHA! You haven't been paying attention to Miss Teo have you. Tsk Tsk). Okays. I.FELL.DOWN. Its fucking painful and f.disgusting. I was looking for Hui Qi and i didn't mind the step in front of me and i fell/skidded.

The first thought that came to my mind: Sit nicer.

I repeated this to them and all of them LOL-ed me. I couldn't stand up and both of us didn't know what to do. I just sat and laughed. Typical -.- It stinged alot. And both my knees are injured. I walk like a penguin :( But fortunately i'm a white penguin because my hands are long enough (okay, thats random. inside joke).

Cried last night whilst changing the dressing. It bled non-stop. From the time i fell to like now? Although it pretty much got better. From fully covered with blood now its like, abit?

Whatever it is, ITS FUCKING PAINFUL.

I didn't realise it was bleeding until either of them told me. This is just the initial. it was worse.

The wound without lightings.

The wound after lightings. It covers the entire kneecap if you can see properly. HAHA. The middle pinkish part is my fucking flesh. I didn't know until my daddy came and told me :( Its painful. Really painful. The back of my head also have but i didn't plaster it. I think its okay already :)

Tommorrow's Saturday but i don't know what are my plans :( It makes me upset. Suddenly, i am drained of everything to plan and make things turn out well. Is this bad?

Maybe the truth is that, i'm upset. Period.

So if you see me, tell me to face up to reality, even though its harsh. It will be harsh.

I think i have to make a decision, and make it quick