Its sunshine after the rain

Went to school today for some SPM briefing. Exciting? I guess so (?) just that _ was/were just so noisy that i cannot stand and i nearly turned back and screamed. _ even turned my bottle of milk. Well thankfully i didn't scream cause i'm afraid to look at their hum ji faces. Why can't _ be more self actualized? TSK. Really cannot stand nor sit -.-

After SPM briefing went for the F1 briefing plus interview. Was quite okay cause its introduction. Reflected on my days of work. Anyway. I'm on the verge of quitting cause i forsee that i would be busy during this holidays. With the project coming up, the lessons i'm going to take, the exercises i'm gonna do. 24 hours doesn't seem to be enough for me :( But the opportunity cost is lack of MONEY! I NEED MONEY BECAUSE I FUCKING WANT THAT LV. Mummy won't buy it for me because i'm prone to losing things >.<

Notice the title, Its Sunshine after the Rain. There isn't much of a heavy downpour but more of a drizzle. Or i'm just imagining things?

Well, because Baby looked and felt so sians when he booked out. I thought it was because of me. Which i thought again, maybe suddenly he thinks i'm like bothering him. Which leaded to me being upset. But i guess everything's cleared up by well, another misunderstanding (:

I'm sorry for thinking of _. But it was like a sudden thought. Cause i thought you don't love me. Should be influences but well. You're right. I should trust you (: And please. If you're reading. Sometimes i will really think that you would just find another her to replace me when i'm busy lorhsz >:'( And i don't like what i'm feeling. I hate being jealous >:'( ^*&^#%@ And i never make you jealous okay !

I don't understand why Baby so scared i will leave? It's rather impossible really. Although not physically together, we're on the phone, meeting during bookouts. So how would i leave? Actually that thought didn't cross my mind for once. So don't worry Baby. 2 years is in just a quick flash. It would be over soon. I will be waiting for you (:

So through this incident. I know who are the FRIENDS and who are just friends. HAHA. Please la. Take off your fucking pretence. Need me then find me. All your fucking nonsense. Sick and tired of it already. So ugly still want to act this act that, do this do that. She told me.

*: She can't
C: why?
*: fugly.

I laughed so badly because i told * that she says shes not bad looking and * said fugly. FUCKING UGLY. Okays. I'm not pretty either but at least. HURHURHUR. Oh yeah. Erms. Please don't jump to conclusions. Just ask me straight (: That is hopefully you have the fucking ballsz. i don't want to tarnish your, erms, already fugly face and name (: Thank me too okay?

Okays. I need my sleep.

♥ you Baby. Sleep tight.