Do you know

Sometimes it will hurt ?

Like when you know too much of things that you shouldn't know. But it was because of curiosity.

And then now, you look at the person in a different light. Your mind will start wandering by itself like some lost dog.

And you will just start to compare yourself. Why was this person like that in the past but not like it now.

Sometimes i really have to admit, ignorance is bliss.

Whatever it is, this is what i keep telling myself,

"You know what you should not have known. This the price you pay for being curious. Suck it up, Fuck it and just live with the shit"

Yes, I know but undeniably,

i hate this part, i can't stand these tears.

But what to do when you've already found out? Other than ponder and think about the difference there's nothing much else i can do.

she said, "I'm everything she's not and she's everything i am. Therefore, the difference".

Can you likely imagine the pain ?