Maybe.

I'm not feeling so good right now. The thought has been bothering me and i couldn't express it out to anyone. It sounds so pathetic but i couldn't relate to anyone at all.

So for a start,

I don't really feel loved. I don't feel important. I don't feel happy now.

To summarise, i'm feeling down. Very down.

Maybe i'm not all that good enough to deserve something good.

And i don't think this is good.