Was supposed to meet Baby at 3pm and the time now is 3.05 and counting? Oops. But i think it's alright since there's nothing much. Teehee. See, for all of you. Please be honoured.
The surprise on Friday (Yesterday) was buying a movie ticket for bolt on my own accord. I thought he had wanted to watch/catch it but i think i was abit wrong.
Nevertheless, it's a movie to kill irritate-ness, anger and unhappiness. Can i have a dog like Bolt? So i won't be lonely at home. Yeah, i'm kidding myself. Because i think i will bling everything on my "Bolt". Maybe i should call my dog "Bot". Tsk, Carrie please stop talking to yourself.
Actually, i'm feeling quite disappointed. I don't know how to express it out either. Maybe just maybe. I think i have became a bit too non chalent. Has everything went up into smoke? I no longer feel excited, i feel it's a drag, a burden. I lose the strong desire and burning feeling. I lost it. And i don't know how to get it back.
To sum up, i lost hope and love for it already. Also widely known as passion. Maybe it was a decision made in a spur of the moment and now, i have to carry it for life. Yes, i regretted my choice years back. How now brown cow?
It's too late to start regretting though. What's done can't be undone anymore. Sighs. So i just hope this is a transitional period where i temporarily lose my thoughts, focus, passion, enthusiasm, love, hope and etc. I just hope that my battery is flat and it only needs recharging during this holiday.
The first picture is more of the lightings being the "focus" and the second being the lovely people as the "main target" of the lens and capture. HAHA. Yes, what the hell am i talking about.11 more days to Christmas, 10 more days to SPM re-test and 44 more days to CNY. Am i looking forward? HAHA.
Santa, I really have no chimney, But no worries, one large plate of cookies and big cup of warm milk will be on standby at my windowsill. I'll leave my window slightly open, so if you need to come in, knock on the window pane, I'll definitely welcome you. If not, you could just drop the coach into my bedroom.
I seriously don't mind if you want to tabo cookies and milk back :)
This is how badly i want the wallet :( Why am i always repeating myself ?
Please be happy. Cause i'm not. What irony.
Today baby & me go walk walk.. hahahahahaha... & u dun piss me off again this time round.. cause im giving u another chance.. dun say suan xiao wei... baby bought me a new polo tee.. & i am so happy.. =) hahahahahahahaha... okie i got to go.. BYE BYE!!! HAHAHAHAHHA
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