Sorry

I know i'm not being an absolutely fantastic friend but like i'm trying to be at least a passable one?

I really had enough of all these shit and nonsense. It's my life. Let me live it my own way. And if my words pierced you, i'm sorry. It's just that. It's my relationship. So i think i should know what to do. Be it whether you determine i'm not well taken care of or that _, it's still my own problem.

Yes, true. I don't really feel all that secure with *. But i think, this is his duty not yours. Hence, i got uptight when things start to go haywire.

And Seriously, i never thought those kind of words would ever come from you. In a way it hurts but...

I did try to be there for you when i could. I know sometimes i just hold my silence because i felt that nothing i say could really do much. I just feel that a listening ear is better than a speaking mouth. Yes, i will berate the person but to what extent? How much can we berate?

I never count or take for granted that you were always there, you too, have your own time. And i don't blame you nor anyone when i'm upset or holed up alone.

This can just go on forever without a conclusion.

I'm sorry my friend for whatever harsh words i said. But i do hope, for just a listening ear.

At least everything now is CLEARED. I love you girl :)

Meeting Baby later. Am super dead now because chatted with long lost friend - Sheng Kiat till like 5 in the morning. Basically just chat and drag about Tuesday where we are going and stuff. That is after clearing misunderstanding with her :)

So Baby, don't be unhappy :( I still love you a lot -.-